Fantastically crap'd...

reinforcements...

2011-09-04T23:39:00.001+08:00

Alrite, let me just talk a little more on Liverpool... so far, they've been doing pretty good in the league, 7 of 9 points n 3rd currently... thts really good... KEEP. IT. UP!!... now's not the time to rest... continue pushing...

Anyways, they're transfer activities were very good as well... couldve been alot nicer for the fans if we had sign'd another superstar or 2... but oso kinda disappoint'd in selling Mereiles... but wht can u do... at least we offload'd him for a pretty good price...

Anyways, whts important now is tht they keep this up until January then spend a little more on new reinforcements... i think tht would help them sustain a good run more than anything... here's my view... bring in 2 very crucial players with another 2 tht r optional...

Option 1: James Milner n Adam Johnson (optional: Ibrahim Afellay n Aly Cissokho)

Thinking from Kenny's perspective, this is good bcos it meets his style of football, English/British n are talents with EPL experience... they're solid players too... Milner will provide cover on the right side while Adam Johnson will provide on the left... we need some wingers n i think they both will do a really good job bcos they can deliver... both r oso sort of out of favour in MC, so mite as well strike up a good deal for both players la... somewhere ard the 25million region will be just nice, imo... MC will be a bit desperate to release some players so they'll be willing to look at a deal for sure... even 30million for both i think is still reasonable... then the optional ones r, well, optional... we released Insua recently which means there's only Jose Enrique n Fabio Aurelio at the left back position... so getting Cissokho would be a great addition... somewhere ard the 10million region would do... Afellay is the least important... our centre midfield is pack'd with players alredy... the only reason i suggest him is bcos he'll be a great addition to the team n would add some creativity to the squad... n he's versatile too... furthermore, he's young n would be available for a reasonable price... ard 12-15million... so the total would be ard 50-60million... yes, its alot for a January transfer but just think how much more talent n youth we'd be adding to the squad... plus, Afellay n Cissokho r optional... Milner n Adam would be the important ones, which we should buy, imo...

Option 2: Jesus Navas n Stevan Jovetic (optional: same as the above)

This is the least likely option altho it would be insanely fantastic if Liverpool do decide to splash... the above one is solid n really good... this option is solid n really really good... basically, the difference is tht this pair, perhaps slightly more talent'd than the above pair... Jesus Navas is a contender for a place in the Spain national squad which says alot abt him... he'll have lots to offer... likewise, Jovetic is a real talent n is oso versatile... i'd say 20-22million each for Navas n Jovetic???... cos they r tht good... plus, they're sort of seen as big superstars, so tht would really get the Liverpool fans happy n excited... the slight problem is tht they mite take a little longer to adapt but they're good players... this option is oso the more expensive option but certainly adds REAL quality n depth... this would easily amount up to 70million... but similarly, youth n talent r abundant..

something doesnt feel rite...

2011-08-23T15:07:00.002+08:00

Dont worry, nothing massive... just abt Liverpool's transfer system... ok, kinda worrying... i'm just thinking tht i feel they couldve done better in the market... of course, then again, wht do i knw abt buying players n all la... i'm just a fan... but ideally, wouldnt it be great it they went something like this??...

Doni - free transfer... no worries there... good cover for Reina...

Charlie Adam - 7million... oso no worries there... good price for a good solid player... plus, Blackpool playing in the lower league so i dont think any of our fringe players would wanna go there too in a player-plus-cash deal...

Stewart Downing - 20million... tht is just too much la... at most i rate him 12million... fine, inflation... for this player?? i inflate up to 15million only man... but fine, if he's rated 20million, y not lower the cost with a player-plus-cash deal??... we take him, give Aston Villa Joe Cole... thts a good deal???... say 14million n Joe Cole (abt 5million) for Stewart Downing... we get the winger tht we want n release a player tht we dont need...

Jordan Henderson - 16million... at least this one not as ridiculous bcos u can argue tht he's young n has lots of potential n talent to be a superstar... nonetheless, still quite a lot... i rate him ard 10million only... at most 12million... but again, rated for 16million, fine... reduce the cost, player-plus-cash deal!!!... i kne they attempt'd tht with David N'Gog going to Sunderland but couldnt agree... so wht???... other players la like Christian Poulsen and/or Nabil El Zhar... pay 10million n 2 players (Poulsen + El Zhar)... good rite???... we get our players n Sunderland get a veteran with experience n oso a younger winger...

Jose Enrique - 6million... no worries here too... good player for a good price n lots of years left in him... this is a good deal...

see, we couldve saved a total of 12million on Henderson n Downing... with this 12million we couldve bought another solid player... but thts no wht i would target... i would target a superstar... we need more superstar power tbh... some1 like JUAN MATA!!... but he join'd Chelsea alredy... emo... how bout some1 like SANTIAGO CAZORLA!!... cant cos he join Malaga alredy... we're not quick in getting the players we always speculate to bid for...

rite now, N'Gog is prolly gonna leave to Bolton for 4 million, while Krygiakos left alredy, Aquilani almost leaving to AC for 14million, Nabil El Zhar was released, Poulsen abt to leave as well, Joe Cole uncertain, Ayala left on loan, Degen unheard alredy, Jovanovic left too, Konchesky as well, Meireles uncertain...

Aquilani n Meireles r 2 players whom i have no idea y KD dowanna keep... they both a bags of talents imo... Meireles is most certain gonna stay, so thts a good thing... but Aquilani... hmmm... i really like him tbh... but at least i knw he's going to a top club... n 14million isnt too bad a fee...

rite now, its too late to moan on Mata n all... so target the nxt few good ones... Jesus Navas!!!... imo, we need a few more players... Gary Cahill (10million plus N'Gog), Jesus Navas (20million plus Poulsen), n speculated again is Craig Bellamy (free... good addition)...

i can see tht KD is using the old Liverpool system which is getting solid role players n every now n then a superstar... alot of former Liverpool greats were relatively unknown until they join'd Liverpool... so mayb thts wht he's doing... making all these players superstars... i commend him for tht but at the same time, i think we need more superstar power...

bottom line, get rid of the players we dont use often to reduce the wages n get some money back from there... then bring in at least 1 or 2 more players... push for Cahill n i think Bellamy would be a simpler deal...

haih, then in the January transfer, bring in a superstar for crying out loud!!... we spend so much but all we brought in was potential n not real quality...

lagging...

2011-07-31T21:40:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO WATCH CAPTAIN AMERICA!!!... gahhh, so desperate to watch movies in the cinema... my opportunities to go cinemas, as i look ahead into my future, is getting lesser n lesser... b4 i came to Melbourne n even during my breaks when i go back to KL, i watch movies very very often... keep myself updated with the latest films...

But recently i havent been watching many films in the cinema except during the recent break in KL (in which i wasted no time n watch'd 6 summer flicks... nice)... but b4 i return'd, i didnt even watch Thor, Fast Five, watch'd X-Men only 3-4 weeks after the release... n now, i wont even get to watch Captain America... prolly not watching Cowboys and Aliens too... this blows... - -'

I used to have kaki to watch films while i'm in Melbourne... well, actually its always been FY only la... n his frens... n once or twice watch'd with my uni mates... but now, all oso watch alredy... all oso dont call... then when i ask, i like damn loner... then when they ask me, i cant say anything... - -' this sucks... haih, i guess i'll have to wait bout 2-3 months after the last showing of any of these films then only can dl la... emo... oh wait, got Natty... mayb she'll be interest'd... sad... real sad... oh well...

this is not how i envision'd my final semester to be... well, actually, last semester was alredy sort of a preview of this sem la... hmm, if i'm desperate enough, mite actually go by myself... W.O.W!!!... thts really sad... i'm not gonna sink to tht bottom... dont even wanna think abt it... @.@

explain to me...

2011-07-27T01:56:00.003+08:00

There's this feeling tht i've been feeling since i came back to Melbourne... i can sort of explain it but it doesnt make much sense either... i miss home yet i dont miss home... home being Malaysia... i dont feel tht happy to be back in Melbourne yet i'm kinda glad tht i'm oso back... see, i'm a walking, breathing contradiction...

Its like i miss home yet not to the point tht i'm homesick or desperate to be back home... likewise, i'm a little annoy'd tht i'm back in Melbourne so quick but not annoy'd enough to want to go back KL... i don noe if tht make sense... i'm neither here nor there basically... :| weird... just cant really grasp tht idea but oh well...

Its like there's something reassuring me tht watever it is, it'll turn out fine... but thing is, i don noe wht tht something is... mayB i'm just numb to the idea of traveling from KL to Melbourne back n forth... too used to it alredy... but then again, i've nvr really been tht homesick b4 since i came over to Melbourne... even in my 1st year i thought i handled my homesickness pretty well... mayb cos i got my bro here n oso all my church frens... but tht doesnt seem to apply to my sister n other church frens who came over here...

Yea, mayB its just the time of nite where i'm just feeling tired n therefore thinking every single thing... hahaha... actually its alredy 405am... i keep thinking i'm still in KL, which is only 205pm... u must understand... when i was in KL, i didnt change the time to KL time so for the last 6 weeks i've been reading Melbourne time but minus 2hrs... so now when i look at the actually Melbourne time, i keep on subtracting 2hrs... hahaha, didnt noe y i had to explain tht thoroughly... not tht my readers actually care... IF i still have any readers out there...

Now thts a clear sign of me rambling n tht i'm actually really tired mentally... this is oso a sign, wht i'm typing out... hahaha... time to go to bed... thank goodness i don have classes the nxt 2 days... don noe if thts good or bad but either way... this 2 day break in a week is gonna speed up this semester alot faster... which only means tht i've gotta decide my future quicker... crapp... i don like tht...

22...

2011-07-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

This blog is as dead as... wats the dead-est place in the world???... i suppose i can start blogging a little bit every now n then... 1-2 posts a week or something... yea, i think i should do tht... then another 1-2 entries in my journal... tht makes up for 4 posts... should write down the highlites of my life rite???... n then let my grandkids see them 50-60 years from now...

I'm 22 2day... i'm happy i guess... i don noe, cos the last few years, my b'day is ard the same time i'm suppose to leave to fly back to Melbourne... on a couple of occasions i flew back on my b'day too... hmmm, tht was kinda sad... but oh well, u do wat u gotta do... this time i was fortunate to be able to stay here a day longer... well, i didnt intentionally do it... the cheaper flight was on Monday... so u noe... yay for me...

Anyways, its kinda bittersweet this time ard... altho i'm not celebrating it in the air, it is ard the same time most of my frens r gone, including myself... this time its worse bcos it marks the beginning of a long period b4 all my frens n myself will be meeting each other again... Eric n Amir r working ppl now in Malaysia... Mel is going back Sydney soon n most likely gonna stay there during the summer to get a job... likewise Natty altho i believe she'll oso come back to KL a short while... so i guess i'll be seeing her... bsides, she's going back Melb soon... i can see her there... she has another 2 semesters... FY is gonna graduate again end of the year n then return to KL for good... so i'll still be seeing him but not for long... Charles, TY, KL... well, i don noe wats going on with them la... my guess is tht Charles n TY r gonna stay there after they grad (come back to KL during the summer for a little while i assume) n KL... well, he's always absent anyways... Rianne... she's completing her final year... normally she would return during her winter break but by the sounds n looks of it, not this time... her nxt return is prolly nxt June... by tht time comes, if i'm not in KL, i'm in Melbourne working... which means i don noe when is the nxt time i'm gonna see her... likewise for many of my frens... i don noe when i'm gonna see them again...

From now until end of nxt year, this period is gonna be a really important one... cos by the end of nxt year, i'm certain tht majority of my frens will have graduated n looking for jobs... by then we'll noe who we will see every now n then n who we wont see for long periods of time until a holiday comes... in my case, if i work in Melbourne, i can only see myself having a break at the end of the year, December... i don noe wat to make of it... i mean, not seeing my frens for long periods of time... i really cant help but think how our frenships would be affect'd... how will the situation be when we do meet up... awkward???... lots to talk???... like nothing changed???...

Turning 22 should be nice but i really just cant help but think of the near future... every1 wants to work overseas n make something good for themselves... i understand tht completely but wat will become of the frenships???... we'd be reduce n restrict'd to FB, Skype, Whatsapp, MSN... the closest to face-to-face contact is prolly Skype... i wonder if after a period of time, say 5-10 years, will any of us eventually return to Malaysia... as it is, i gotta feeling thts gonna be my path... of course, we wouldnt noe until it happens... but wouldnt tht be cool???... it doesnt have to be KL, any city oso can, but of course, KL is the most likely place considering it is still home after all... mayb after 5-10 years, u've got a great cred in yr field n decide to shift back to KL n start a business or u get transfer'd to run the Malaysian HQ or something like tht...

... there's nothing to do except wait to see how things pan out... hopefully its for the best... hopefully we all will be happy... hopefully we wont all be strangers... hopefully we dont fall of the face of the earth... hopefully we can hang in there...

From now on, every 'hi' n 'bye' we say marks the start n the end of another session between our frens n indicates tht we have 1 session less with out frens... lets make every 'hi' n every 'bye' count n mean something...

Liverpool, i beg u... buy wisely...

2011-06-03T06:45:00.002+08:00

so it seems that Liverpool has a workable transfer system now... they're still practicing the sell-to-buy format with the owners, FSG, providing a chunk of the finance... n the other criteria is that they have to be young British (English preferably) players... of course thats not to say young foreign players arent consider'd... i like the SOUND of tht plan... i wan it to WORK too!!!...

Jordan Henderson - i have no idea how good this fella is but since he's part of England's youth team, i say buy because England's youth team is pretty darn good... Sunderland asking for 20m, i say give them somewhere ard 15-17m... he plays central midfield i think... i noe we have many players there, but another young talent wont hurt...

Connor Wickham - so the lights of Chelsea and Arsenal are chasing this dude as well, who's only 16 or 17 btw... so tht means he's really good... i say get him too for ard the speculated price which is nearing 20m as well... he could be a valuable 3rd or 4th striker 2gether with Pacheco n then the future strikers of Liverpool...

Ashley Young - MU is chasing him... he has the talent and quality... he has the pace... he's awesome... get him for ard 15m... but to really bring him over, Liverpool better buy good players to convince him too... he's a winger whom i'm sure can operate on both sides... definitely must get him...

Stuart Downing - he's not my 1st choice left winger but he certainly would be a superb back up and playing under Kenny D could convince him, now tht Aston Villa doesnt even have a manager... get him for ard 10m at most...

Juan Mata - this is the left winger tht i really wanna see don a Liverpool shirt... he'll be fantastic on the left, providing Suarez n Carroll with awesome crosses... i would splash for this dude... 20-22m... will be worth every penny... plus he's only 22-23...

Slyvain Marveaux - i don noe how good he is but since we can get him on a free, y not rite???... if it doesnt work out, sell him lor...

Scott Dann - again, not too sure how good this fella is but apparently he's been Birmingham's most consistent player n he's a central defender... LIVERPOOL NEEDS A CENTRAL DEFENDER... so get him at watever cost... of course, not too much though... 8m seems appropriate...

Gary Cahill - a player i admire alot n would love to see in a Red shirt... alredy an established English defender in the PL, we could certainly have him to replace Jamie Carragher for the future... 10-12m is good for him... pushing up to 15m may be worth it too... he's really solid...

Jose Enrique - not too sure how good this fella really is but i'm guessing he's pretty alrite... plus we really really need some1 at the left back position... Insua isnt tht good... Aurelio is getting old... Konchesky suck shit... Flanagan is too young... Glen Johnson operates on the right... so yea, Enrique, pls come... ard 8-10m would suffice... plus, he's Spanish... we Liverpool love our Spanish players...

Alberto Aquilani - KEEP HIM!!!... don noe how many times i gotta fuss about this... keep him... he will definitely come good... he's super talent'd... its much better to keep him than to try for Diego who's unpredictable both on n off the pitch...

as for the players who needs to leave... Joe Cole (only bcos he's wages is too high to take a bet on him), Milan Jovanovic (he suck), Paul Konchesky (likewise), Philipp Degen (likewise), Christian Poulsen (likewise), David N'Gog (likewise), Emiliano Insua (like Babel, not proving his worth), Fabio Aurelio (we need to move 4ward) n Sotirios Krygiakos (likewise)... if possible, get rid of all these players n try to gain back at least 20-25m along the way... i think its possible...

reaching the halfway mark...

2011-05-19T17:20:00.003+08:00

We're approaching the middle mark of the year real soon... another 6 weeks or so... time moves so fast, Usain Bolt cant even say his name finish... Usa... TIME!!!...

with superfast time, it oso means i'm about to start working soon... it means tht i'm about to complete university... it means another chapter of my life will end n another begins... NOOO!!!... so many decisions to make after this year... i scare... X.X'

oh well, until tht time comes, i'm just gonna try n enjoy the last few weeks of uni... in total i think i have another 17 weeks to go lor... haih, 1st sem ending alredy... its been a different semester i must say... i have lots to do but i'm still kinda lax... as tho i have everything plan'd out... n mayb i do... i noe tht if just for 2-3hours i can focus on one thing, i can complete half to 3/4 from the beginning of an assignment... of course, i gotta have my points all ready b4 hand la... n thts the hard part really... searching for the points is insane for some of my assignments this time... but all in all, its been alrite i guess...

well, enough of uni... so everything else seems pretty good i guess... some of the series tht i've been watching is on break... so i can concentrate on my own work... alot of the series this time end so well... such major cliffhangers... but i think the best of the best cliffhangers so far is Castle... tht was a cliffhanger indeed...

apart from tht, its been quiet in terms of me going out... as usual, i'm either at uni or at home watching series n movies... yea yea, watever... i like it tht way... i like my room n my internet n my bed n my series n my movies... i'm comfortable...

well, thts tht from me... gotta get back to work... nxt time...

with good internet, comes great responsibilities...

2011-03-23T20:37:00.002+08:00

i frequently visit sidereel.com to get myself updated with the latest episodes of the series i watch... they have this tracking system tht allows u to follow yr shows... i just realized tht i actually watch 17 shows n i have another 3-4 tht i have yet to start watching but alredy have the series...

thts not really good... i'm in my final year n i should be working harder... but for some reason, it feels as tho its only 1st or 2nd year... mayb thts a good thing... means i noe how to handle the pressure... oh well, so far so good la... n i hope it stays the same...

alrite, so 2day is only Wednesday... feels kinda slow... mayb its bcos last semester my breaks r Thursday n Friday... this sem is Wednesday n soon-to-be Thursday as well... so there's the slight difference, which is throwing me off my time man... hmmm... wow, cant believe i'm complaining bout holiday...

i'm blogging for the sake of blogging rite now... cos i have no idea wat else to blog about... i guess i can blog bout my Chicago Bulls n how they're top of the East atm... yup, they're dominating... they won 51 games alredy... the most since 1997/1998... this team is gonna go far... hopefully they can win the title this season... thts almost impossible, i noe, but no harm dreaming... i mean, they have beaten all the teams b4... Spurs, Lakers, Heat, Celtics... so many...

wat else... gahhh, thts bout it la... until have something solid to blog...

wat nxt???...

2011-03-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

alrite, gonna give this blogging thing a 2nd chance... its been awhile since i last blog n perhaps after such a hiatus, i'm ready to blog again...

alrite, so here's the deal... its been a nearly a couple of months since i last blog'd... as usual, nothing much happen'd over tht period... i completed my internship on the 28th of Jan n oso had our reunion dinner tht nite... except every1 went clubbing after tht... = =' fail blog... but anyways, then CNY came n gone... it was a pretty good CNY, loot'd well...

February went by really quick n b4 i knew it, i was alredy flying back to Melb... nut just b4 i left, i managed to sneak in a trip to Genting with a couple of frens n well, it was bad in a good way, if u noe wat i mean... advice, nvr drink coffee just b4 sitting rides... it wasnt good at all... but hey, its the company tht counts, i always say...

overall, it was q relatively quiet holiday actually... which, again, like i always say, not bad to have it quiet... nothing to worry... so yea, i'm back in Melbourne alredy n i've alredy been in uni for 3 weeks... so far so good... kinda mundane atm... but i gotta a feeling its gonna be really heat'd from now on... but looking 4ward... hopefully my enthusiasm lasts for the nxt couple or so months...

1 thing weird this time is tht i'm not as gungho to go back KL as i was in previous years... i mean, i wouldnt mind going back n i'm assuming tht i'm most likely gonna go back but i'm seriously considering staying back... hmmm, oh well... we'll see how tht goes... wat else... rite, so Mel has gone to Sydney, tht means 1 fren less... havent seen FY since i got back... met Natty couple times... thts really it for me tbh...

hmmm, i guess i cant think bout anything rite now... i'm pretty sure along the way, if i continue to blog, i will remember stuff thts worth blogging... but for now... oh wait, there is tht dilemma of whether to stay on nxt year or go back KL... thts really hard to figure out...

i wanna work here in Melbourne but i'm afraid tht i wont mix well with the ppl in my field... so far, wat i've seen in my course is tht the locals don really think highly of us international ppl... i'mn not sure if thts the case in the work force but i'm pretty sure it is... so i'm afraid tht i wont enjoy working here n then wasted... oso, there's the possibility tht i wont get a job bcos there r alot of ppl in my field n they'd prolly want locals... plus, getting a PR now is extremely hard, so i mite not even need to contemplate anything...

i wouldnt mind going back KL to work... at least back home i noe its easier to get a job bcos its a growing industry n lots of jobs r coming up... i'm more familiar with things back home n i have a group of frens there... thing is, i dowanna miss out working overseas... n the pay in Aussie is insanely good... i earn 3 times more than wat i can earn in KL... hmmm, dilemma...

haih... i don noe... i hate making life-altering decisions... u want the best of both worlds but NO!... CHOOSE ONLY 1!!!... emo...

oh well...

so piss'd i have to blog...

2011-01-30T02:07:00.002+08:00

its almost certain tht this blog will die over the nxt few months unless there's a turn around when i get back to Melb but i highly doubt so... internet in KL has been really quick with TM offering fast internet for the 1st time since i discover'd Malaysia could connect to the web...

so here's wats been going on... its mainly Liverpool... we got Luis Suarez finally!!!... a superstar to help Torres out in front of goal... it was hard but both clubs finally agreed with a 23million offer... too much for me still actually... i value him at most 20million only lor... anyways... here's the twist... Torres wants out... - -'

he wants to go to Chelsea n tht really disgust'd the whole Liverpool fan base... 1st he said he'll honour his contract a few months back... then he oso said tht he'll nvr go to another PL club... but i guess this is life for u... i wont say its just football cos its not... its oso other sports... n worse thing is, altho there r those who r angry n said he should just leave, there r just as many out there tht is sad n begs him to stay...

I AM DEFINITELY ONE OF THOSE WHO R ANGRY N THINKS HE SHOULD LEAVE...

i always believe tht there's no point in keeping a player if he wants to leave unless he changes his mind... otherwise, just get a good amount from his sale n buy a superstars... Torres is good no doubt n Liverpool will miss him sorely but wats more important is tht we have players who r happy in the club... n don 4get, no one is bigger than the club... its such a wrong time for him to move imo... we got new owners who r only starting to make their mark in the club... n this owners noe sports bcos they're a sporting organization!!!... they have the money to spend... we got a new manager who is likely to stay on after the 6months... we have a new 1st team coach who used to work with Mourinho in Chelsea... the new manager is a legendary Liverpool player n manager in the past n is working his magic again this time ard n has managed to make Torres himself a lot better in the last few games compared to his dismal performances b4 this... we jsut only got a new top class striker to help him out... we r making a significant push to the top as well...

so now, Liverpool r hoping to at least get 50m from him... wat i feel is tht, have King Kenny n/or Steven Gerrard speak to him (maybe even Pepe Reina) n see if he changes his mind... or don sell him until end of the season n hope tht within the nxt few months, he'll changes his mind n Liverpool r on the rise n win the Europa League... but i see this nxt one as the most logical n sensible choice... don sell him until end of the season n then sell him only to Barca for 60m as they've prepared...

with 60million, i propose buying Karim Benzema (18-22m) to pair with Suarez n then bring up Pacheco to 1st team... Ashley Young (12-15m) at the left wing to provide awesome crosses n pace... Javi Martinez (17-20m) n Thomas Muller (15-20m) for a steadier central midfield, alongside Steven Gerrard n Raul Meireles... Philipp Lahm (17-20m) to resolve our problem at leftback...

bsides Torres, they should oso sell Milan Jovanovic (6m), Christian Poulsen (3m), Lucas Leiva (6-8m)... tht would ease the financial side of things n less crowd in the team... train up players like Suso, Pacheco, Ayala, Shelvey so tht they bcome like Martin Kelly who has broken into the 1st team...

at the end of the day, i'll be glad if Torres decides to stay on (wholeheart'd but i doubt thts possible even if he stays)... but if he wants to leave cos of a better pay, then he doesnt deserve anything from us Liverpool faithfuls... if we can sell him for 50-60million, i'm all for letting him go n moving 4ward with other superstars...

haih, i think i'll just stick to my beloved Derrick Rose, Chicago Bulls n Dwyane Wade, Miami Heat for now la... at least i noe these players r more passionate about their jobs n loyal to the fans n would honour their contracts...

2011... big year...

2011-01-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

we're 3 days into the new year n alredy things r shaping up to something... good or bad, i don noe n wont noe until i experience it... suffice to say, tho, tht it isnt going quite the way i hoped... of course, tht being said, it isnt really tht much of a difference anyways... bsides, things can change over the months... so, can say for sure its bad or good...

anyways, at least at 1159pm, 31st Dec 2010, leading into 12am, 1st Jan 2011 was a good moment... was at Rianne's place n we celebrated it there with drinks, food, cake, n fireworks... it was fun... its been awhile since i last play'd with fireworks... hehehe... felt like a kid again n i think most of them saw the another side of me... hahaha...

bla bla bla, so this month will be my 2nd month of internship n it'll end at the end of the month... there r quite a few things to look 4ward to, which helps speed up the internship program... this Wed, there's the presentation, nxt Wed, there's the Tea talk, then the following Thurs is Thaipusam (which is possibly NOT a holiday) n then on the 28th is the last day n my final session with the other interns... hmmm, i wonder how will it be like on tht day... hhahaha... oh well...

anyways, thts my internship program... in other things, wat makes 2011 such a big year is the fact tht i'm most likely, hopefully, gonna graduate at the end... after tht, the rest of my life starts... even b4 tht time comes, i should have alredy decided where i'm gonna settle, at least for the nxt few years... but i foresee myself procrastinating my decision la... its hard to make really...

at the moment, logically speaking, i should stay in Melbourne but i'm more incline to come back KL... i still prefer the familiarity n ppl ard me in KL... of course, having said tht, Melbourne isnt bad either... assembly there is good plus Mel's there... so yea, its a tough decision... oh well, i'll dwell on tht issue with depth the nxt post or something... for now, i just gonna update u guys... if there r still any readers out there... hahahaha...

anyways, things have been good so far n hopefully it'll be even better in the near future... its the start of a new year, 2010 wasnt as good as i hoped for... so 2011 has to be a better year man... really, give me something good... oh well... thts all from me for now... i gotta head to bed... work... - -'

u gotta be kidding...

2010-12-07T23:05:00.002+08:00

i don noe how England didnt win the rights to host 2018... i watch'd 3 of the 4 videos from the candidates for 2018 (i didnt watch Holland-Belgium) n i must say, not being bias, but England's video was everything football n more... i thought it was a smart idea tht they did an interview style kinda of video bcos it sets themselves apart from the rest who were very narrative... Spain-Portugal n Russia had the same idea of having teens n then follow their journey n wat not... every1 did tht, it was boring... but England went old skool n got managers to promote the country, they had kids too but a host of different cultural background... n they were genuine n real imo...

apparently, 1 of the cause they lost was bcos they were cocky by having David Cameron, Prince William n David Beckham attending the ceremony... imo, Beckham is a humble person... this is solely based on the interviews on tv i watch la n i honestly think he's very humble...

this is Australia's bid for the 2022 which wasnt shown during the ceremony... they had another 1 which was playful n entertaining but not as capturing n emotional as this n i thought if they had used this, they wouldve had a better chance... now its gone to Qatar n the nxt time Aus can submit their bid is easily 20-30 years from now...

this is the US bid... now this i'm gonna be bias la... dude, c'mon, they had Morgan Freeman as their narrator n representative in the ceremony man... half, if not all of the ppl in the function room tht nite prolly will nvr meet a mega star like Freeman in their entire life man...

ocay la, i guess Qatar is alrite... cos this crazy middle easterners r some crazy ppl n they wont have a problem spending all the money la... n bsides, its pretty good timing for us too... but Russia... hmmm, i don like Sasha alredy... he's the little kid used in their video...

2 months of this...

2010-12-07T21:56:00.003+08:00

work is really mundane... i mean, i knew wat i sign'd up for la, but it nvr hit me until after 4 days of work... its quite routinized really... oh well, i'm pretty sure it'll be better over the nxt few weeks la... it better be if not i sure gone kes wan... how to tahan 2 months la... but 800 bux a month, thts alrite la for an intern...

bsides, now i appreciate the breaks more... the weekend was so awesome even tho nothing much happen'd... i was so happy when i left the office on Friday man... n yesterday too cos 2day was a holiday... hahaha... but nxt public hol is in a long while la... Xmas is on Sat so must go to work on Monday... - -'

anyways... there's nothing much to blog about actually... just want'd to update my blog cos its been stagnant for quite some time alredy with only a few entries every now n then... i oso don noe y suddenly i not so blogger-holic alredy... i'm just damn lazy to blog la... actually its not just blogging, i oso suddenly lost the mood to watch movies lor... i only watch films i wanna watch now... last time i was movies all the time, whether i want'd to watch them or i dl for future purposes... something's wrong...

oh well, i think i wanna go to bed now... have to wake up early 2morrow... work... haih...

the intern...

2010-11-29T05:09:00.002+08:00

its very weird... when i was in Aus n i thought i was gonna get the Sony job, i was kinda excited tht i was gonna do my internship during the hols... but then when i came back, i start'd to feel, aww man, i gotta go to work... then when i found out tht i wasnt gonna get the job, i was kinda disappoint'd cos i don have a job... but the nxt day, i suddenly felt kinda happy again cos i have more time to chill n have fun, like how hols should be spent imo...

then recently i start'd to panic a little cos i didnt have any internship to do n i need to do it to graduate... so yea, a little scared until last Thursday, Alliance Bank call'd me in for an interview... i was jumping up n down in my room la, i super happy cos i was shortlist'd... then after the interview, the lady said tht i'm most likely gonna get the job (i still don noe whether i got the job anot... will noe in a few hours time), i was xtra happy la... but then i was just thinking, if i get the job, i would have to start on Wed... its Monday alredy, tht means i only have another 2 days b4 i need to start waking up early n i don have the luxury to chill except on weekends... i suddenly damn emo again...

wat i'm trying to say is tht i'm very fickle... one second i'm all gungho about working, the nxt i emo like crap cos i have to work... or mayb its the same for every1 too... i don noe... mayb i was only happy tht i got accept'd or consider'd... which explains y i'm happy when i get the call but feel sad after it sinks in... haihhh, i really hope i get the job nonetheless, cos its important to me but i oso hope tht my possibly future colleagues r fun n nice to work with... apparently its all girls n 1 dispatch boy... hmmm, i wonder any of them r my age... but yea, more importantly is the fun while at work... i mean, i'm gonna see these ppl for the nxt 8 weeks n i have to wake up at 7 every morning n see them... so they better be nice... - -

haih, once start work, cannot go out at nite so often anymore lor... have to start coming home early n sleep early n wake up early... emo... somore office is in KL... - -' die alredy this time... i don care man, i'm gonna be a spoilt brad n use toll everyday... wow, thts painful... if i use NPE, thts RM6.40 a day... thts a meal n drink alredy...

anyways, see, on one hand i wan the job so then i don have to look anymore n i don have to worry bout my internship... but on the other, i hope i don get the job so then i have more time to chill while i look for another... i don noe wat i want... but sensibly speaking, i hope i get this job at Alliance Bank... settle my internship once n for all... i think wat i dread most is the traveling n waking up n sleeping early... thts the 2 i dislike most...

oollo...

2010-11-22T01:25:00.003+08:00

have to watch Megamind... anyways, i've been in KL for the last 3 weeks alredy... so far everything's quite laid back... was suppose to start work a couple weeks ago but stupid Sony damn disorganize n eventually cost me my internship... n i was kinda looking 4ward to it... couldve gotten staff price for Sony merchandise man... PS3 with a discount!!!... oh well, now i'm looking for another job n hopefully tht job pays so tht i can get my console... actually, the console is oso a mayb only...

so anyways, apart from the usual stuff, nothing much really happen'd recently... chill, XBox, Guitar Heroes, L4D2... same old same old... i've been eating alot tho, which is worrying me bcos i don think i exercise enough to cancel out those food i consume... so i guess i better start soon... actually, once i've eaten my nasi lemak n hokkien mee, then i'm good for awhile... i just need to play more ball thts all, but thts hard cos we don have enough ppl anymore... we used to have at least 4- Eric, me, Amir n Jake but Jake n Amir r working so it only leaves Eric n i... how can... so normally i'll just go shoot ard by myself lor, for about 30-40mins only... where got enough... haih...

i noe there's alot of stuff i gotta do but i'm so freaking lazy... i needa visit my granny, call the Astro guy, apply for more internship programs, buy work clothes, wash my car, get my video camera adjust'd, exercise... haihhh... oh well, one thing at a time... gotta do something thts beneficial to me la... cannot just laze ard... but lazing ard is so fun, nothing to do... i like tht... contrary to my moaning n groaning of boredom, i rather have nothing to do than to worry about so many things... at least for now la... of course, i dowanna be a bum 4ever u noe, at least for now i do... cos in the future like it or not, surely there will be tons of stuff for u to worry bout...

kinda sien now... want'd to go out for a snack but kinda lazy... u see wat i mean, i'm even lazy to eat... - -' haih... oh well... i need to get this computer formatt'd again la, i wanna wipe clean everything n then install Modern Warfare n SC 2... but i scared my comp cannot support the insanely awesome graphics of both games... cis, bedebah... wanna get L4D2 as well, play finish everything for good, then uninstall... i noe can dl, but dl always got problem wan lor, don noe y...

oh well, thts tht... 2morrow, i foresee a similar day... lax n nothing... prolly go Eric's place n XBox... or call Azri n L4D2 again... wow, life is boring... should go Sunway Lagoon... as soon as i build some abs... i paiseh, my tyres getting bigger n softer alredy... thts not good...

OHHH! THTS MAGNIFICENT!

2010-11-08T17:42:00.000+08:00

Wonder goal!

my other favourite SG...

2010-10-27T00:07:00.001+08:00

haih... she's so cute n hot n young it almost seem sick of me to post this... i say almost bcos in actual fact, she's alredy 18, only 3 years younger than i am...

yes, this is more like it...

2010-10-25T20:32:00.002+08:00

after Liverpool's pretty impressive win over Blackburn at the weekend, n despite the own goal too, i hear lots of names being thrown ard for this coming January transfer window... n i like the names being mention n link to Liverpool... muaahhahaha...

strikers name being mention- Pavlyuchenko, Benzema, Forlan, Llorente, Kerzhakov, Shechter, Hoarau

i don noe bout the last 4 names but i certainly like the 1st 3... any of them, i would welcome to the club... Pavlyuchenko is a decent, solid striker whom i believe is a good backup for Torres... Benzema is of course awesome, despite his crappy Spanish record in Real Madrid... he is after all still very talent'd... Forlan has alredy proven himself in the World Cup as one of the top strikers currently... my only concern is his age which is 31... if we pay anything more than 12Million i feel is a rip off... but otherwise, he'll be a fantastic partner for Torres... i say go for Forlan due to his past experience in the PL...

midfielders name being mention- Young, Wright-Phillip, Coentrao, Birsa, Mata

alright, so Mata's name hasnt been thrown ard for a little while now but a few weeks ago it was n i believe any player from Valencia is awesome... but i oso like the prospect of Ashley Young playing for Liverpool... another English add'd to the fold n he has the talent n skills to excel n deliver awesome crosses... Wright-Phillips, i suppose is alrite at the right wing... anything more than 10million is not worth it by my books but will be a good n decent addition for ard 7-8million... i havent seen Coentrao play but i think he'll be a solid addition... i don noe, i trust Portuguese players too... Birsa, i don noe... i say go for Coentrao cos he can play left back n left wing... otherwise, Ashley Young...

defenders name being mention- Phil Jones

i suppose at this point of time, any defender names being thrown ard i would welcome la... even Phil Jones tho i have no idea about his talent... i say play Wilson n Kelly more often... they're solid n good...

anyways, so thts tht... i like the prospects... i just hope Roy noes wat he's doing la... pls pls pls...

Spanish eyes...

2010-10-25T14:31:00.004+08:00

looks like Spain is gonna be the big winner again this year... Rafael Nadal winning 3 of the 4 major tennis tournament, Fernando Alonso on the verge of winning 1 of the most competitive F1 seasons, n the Spanish team winning the World Cup for the 1st time... damn the Spaniards r good...

well, over the weekend, my reds of reds won many... Liverpool finally got back to winning ways with Fernando Torres scoring the winner... i really hope he does stay with us for a long time... hopefully now with NESV we can compete for real... based on news, we have 60million to do our shopping... so hopefully Hodgson will buy known n quality players la... we need some1 on defense thts for sure... Gary Cahill n Joe Mattock for left back... then in midfield, get 2 wingers, left n right, haihyo... Juan Mata for the left side n Jesus Navas for the right... upfront, for crying out loud, get a back up for Torres... get some1 who's willing to play 2nd to Torres so tht he doesnt complain like shit... but either ways, get some players in!!!...

anyways, to another Fernando... Fernando Alonso snatch'd the lead in the drivers championship with a nice 11point lead over Aussie Mark Webber... now, i like Mark Webber bcos he's Aussie n i support him but i support Ferrari more... n Alonso is Spanish... u noe i like the Spaniards... i think they're awesoe athletes... mayB not in Olympics but in other sports they're awesome... anyways, so Alonso won the 1st ever Korean GP which is a big deal bcos it means there's another 2 races to go n if he can maintain a top 4 finish in both, he wins the F1 Drivers Championship... Team Championship, Red Bull, which Webber drives for, is most likely the winner... but u'll nvr noe, if Ferrari can pull of a 1-2 finish for the last 2 races, they just mite win the Team Championship too...

ahhh, Fernandos... mayB i'll name my son Fernando... Fernando Yeoh wins EPL with Liverpool... Fernando Yeoh drives to win 2040 (maybe) F1 season... Fernando Yeoh smashes to victory in all 4 major tennis tournaments... all these bhind the guidance of his father, SENG KEAT!!!

...

oh dear...

funk phase...

2010-10-25T10:33:00.003+08:00

u noe how i always claim to have bipolar disorder???... well, this is it kicking in... haihya, i'm in a funk thts all la... no biggy... i'll snap out of it soon... now lets find some silver lining from yesterday's revelation... i like using the word revelation now...

yesterday when i blog the post, i was blogging my thoughts... tht still holds... thing is, each time we're free, we make time for ourselves... despite the difference in interest n wat not, the effort is still there... n u really cant fault the effort n ask for more can u???... things have changed n we have to adapt to it n live thru n move on... but the fact tht we're trying just goes to show tht we still care bout each other u noe... n like it anot, tht could possibly be the best u'll get, period...

despite me feeling lost among my frens, i did fail to specify tht i only feel tht when i cant put a word in... wat i realize after taking 1 of my long ass showers last nite (which was abruptly interrupt'd by my bro cos he's paying the water bill... whoops) is tht regardless of the blues, we still always manage to find a good time whenever we hang out... we laugh at stuff, we discuss things, we go on trips, we bond, we tell each other new things... n yea, so wat if we keep things to ourselves???... thts personal n if u think its alrite to share it with others, then go ahead... i noe there r stuff tht i don share with my frens n stuff i share with them... we're entitled to our privacy u noe...

i suppose i just have to understand tht no one's edging any1 out... thts not the intention bcos if it were so, we all wouldnt be talking now would we???... another thing i fail'd to understand is tht in high skool, things were alot more simpler... we didnt see much (not tht we've seen the world at 21 but we definitely noe n experience more) n our problems were petty n teenager-ish... now its different, so its understandable tht some things cant be just blurt'd out u noe... again, at the end of the day, as long as we keep in contact somehow, things should fine... its kinda naive to think like tht, but how else would u think???... we don noe the future n thts the only thing we can hold on to...

if i noe my frens well enough, i noe tht we'll somehow still be fren 10-15 years from now... mayb not the closest but it doesnt cancel out things we had back in the day... which means there's still a solid foundation... yes, thts the other thing i fail'd to mention... i believe i have a solid foundation with each of my frens... n i'm not one to end frenships or accept tht it has end'd unless i've tried my best to keep it going... mayB one, two frens starts to drift away a little, doesnt mean the rest r... n tht one or two, mayb somehow we'll be able to pull them back...

this post doesnt have continuity does it???... sometimes i speak for myself sometimes i speak for every1... well, just noe i'm speaking bout myself (no, not self-absorb'd) n possibly bout other ppl who feels the same...

i trust my frens... i trust my high skool frens, i trust my college frens... i noe tht i don tell them certain things but i oso noe tht if i want'd to, i could with faith n trust... how am i tht certain???... again, i just need to look to the times i spend with them when we're free, which is pretty much every hols we get... its not an everyday thing but we meet up fairly often n we have loads of fun n laughter n all those things assure me tht, at least for now, i have my close frens with me... there's no use worrying bout the future... like i said yesterday, the future is unpredictable n it can go really awry or really awesome n i'm choosing to be a little naive n say things will be pretty awesome...

i just have to keep tru to my promise to myself... do watever it takes to hold every1 2gether... its gonna be a tough task but i'm an optimist when it comes to my frens... n who noes, mayb my desire n will would inspire them???... hahahaha... u can say tht i'll fail, n the chances is more likely tht i fail, but u cant blame a guy for trying... my high skool frens r the ppl i spent nearly 5-10 years with in one part of my life n my college frens r the ppl i was with when we all moved on from high skool... thts 2 incredible chapters in our lives n i'm not about to lose tht just bcos we're apart from each other...

i'm not gonna deny anything regarding us growing apart... i noe distance is a huge factor... all i'm saying is, i'm gonna go halfway n i noe my frens, or at least some of them, would meet me there... if i can go all the way, i would... there's two basic ways to looking at things, positive or negative... i'm gonna head for positive n hope for the best... i noe, i noe, N-A-I-V-E... but if being naive helps me think n feel good n accomplish my promise, then naive is how i'm gonna think...

i'm just gonna say it... sometimes i feel out of place bcos my frens r always talking bout the things which they do n i dont... things like clubbing n all... so really, if u think bout it, when we all grow out of tht phase, n truly go into real adulthood, interest will change again n who noes then rite???...

i like to think tht i have the awesomest group of frens n 2gether with the years we spent with each other n the other moments of happiness with each other, hopefully tht will be enough... i was confused yesterday when i said i don noe who i can turn to anymore or when i said i don noe who my frens r... i nvr thought it thru... i noe when i need my frens to be my frens they'll be my frens... they have new personalities n interest but tht doesnt mean the person i noe is not there...

i trust my frens to share my life with them n i hope they trust me to share their lives with me too... i don noe, its hard to say n i dowanna say things which may not be tru or may nvr come tru... i always say this bcos its tru, it takes two to tango... i'm doing my best n i will continue to do my best, i just hope my frens will pull thru too...

i post'd Bruno Mars' Count On Me the other time n i have no intentions of taking it down... my doubts n concerns r strong for sure... so i'm hoping tht all of us r stronger than my doubts n concerns... i only have so much time b4 a new chapter starts i hope tht with tht time it will be memorable n the glue tht holds every1... i'd like to have my college frens n high skool frens at my wedding n some of the guys my best men n the girls a possible brides maid for my wife if she cant find any1 else... even if none of them r my best men or wat not, i'd like to have them in a VIP table at least...

n after tht, i'd like to have my 3 children (6 is a stretch, i realize tht now... tho i'm not ruling it out) noe their uncle Amir, uncle Eric, aunty Pei Xia, Rianne (i'm sure she wouldnt want my kids calling her aunty), aunty Mel n every1 else tht r close to me, u noe who u r... if i eliminate their uncle Joe, who's gonna tell them the epic season Liverpool won the EPL, UCL, FA CUP, LEAGUE CUP, SUPER CUP, CHARITY SHIELD, WORLD CLUB CUP (thts even more of a stretch than me having 6 kids but i'm still not ruling it out)... hopefully my frens would have a part in my kids lives u noe... hopefully i can dump my kids to any1 of them in certain situations... mayb like punishment for being naughty... in which case i prolly shouldnt send them to Amir's place then...

bottom line, think funk of mine will end soon n i look 4ward to the hols with my frens n assure myself even more tht i despite the changes the frenship is still as solid... its a hopeful hope, but i'm hoping...

now to take on assignment for another 5 days... - -

distant...

2010-10-24T18:29:00.003+08:00

my sister recently graduated from high skool...i was trying to imagine the scenario of the ballroom... the atmosphere... the feelings n emotions tht were running thru them n the thoughts in their head... then i remember'd mine...

tears... hugs... apologies... sadness... joy... 2getherness... sisterhood... brotherhood... we went thru years of skool with one another... some a few years... some more than a few years... some the entire journey from year 1... we went thru ups n downs... we fought... we made up... we cheer'd on one another... we stuck 2gether... we faced everything 2gether... even if we werent on the same page, we braved 11 years of hardship, which, by our standards now, was nothing n instead, a roller coaster of fun...

at the back of most heads, the thought of "wat holds for us now as frens?"... tht nite was a nite of triumph n tears of happiness n remembrance... i'm pretty sure no 1 utter'd any word from tht thought but i'm just as sure tht it was at the back of every1's head... i noe it was in mine n i didnt think too much bout it... didnt wanna ruin the occasion... bsides, i was very certain of one thing... tht no matter wat, i will try my best n hold every1 of my closest frens 2gether... i said it in my heart with confidence i noe i can do it... with all the technology these days, keeping in touch is simple...

keeping in touch is one thing... remaining close is another... thts wat i learnt recently... i always thought tht with MSN n FB n Skype, distance is nothing... turns out its not tht simple... as soon as the new chapter in our lives began in 2007, 3 left us, about 8 stay'd... even tht 8 went our own ways... i didnt notice then but everything alredy changed drastically... distance crept in... Grand Canyons were form'd... interest changed... this new chapter, in some way, had no relation to the previous one except in physical characters... we meet new ppl n make new frens... we separate our attention... but still make it a point to involve every1 in each others' life n each time we do, we cherish'd it... at least i noe i did n still do...

fast 4ward another year, a few more left, including me... i forced myself even more to hold tru to the promise i made to myself n pull thru... things seem'd the same as it were the year b4 but for sure, something new has happen'd... something which i childishly tried to ignore n not believe even tho i was told by experience... some of us fell off the radar a little... interests changed even more, new personality for every1, new ppl were introduced... fast 4ward another year n i realize, definitely, tht things had changed massively but i still thought everything's gonna be fine...

things perhaps took a little turn for the better when the new decade start'd... but soon enough, i realize tht was just a foolish thought n by then i didnt really give a crapp anymore... 2 weeks ago, a revelation came to thought... we're pretty distant from one another... i noe i am... i start'd thinking about the ppl in my life, one by one n wat i've come to learn is tht we have frenships tht r solid on the outside where every1 else admire n say "u guys r such good frens"... but inside tells a whole different story...

from the moment we left high skool, things alredy changed massively... then came university where we changed even more n for each year it changes more n more, so much so sometimes i don noe who my frens r anymore... i sometimes find myself uncomfortable in certain situations... back in high skool we were govern'd by our parents n the skool... now we're govern'd loosely by our parents n the uni only worries only bout assignments n exams n skool fees... we're given more freedom to find ourselves n the result scares me each time i come to noe of something new... going overseas for education certainly play'd a major role... for some, the moment they left they noe tht they're not gonna go back anymore... i mayb one of them... flying over drew me further from the ppl i care most (n i still care), from the few ppl i rely on other than my biological family, my extend'd "family"...

recently i feel so distant from every1 tht i don noe who i can turn to sometimes... i don noe who i can really chill with on a regular nite n have a 2 mayb 3 way conversation in which every1 talks n every1 has something to add n tht we can all agree or debate in a frenly manner... i don noe who i can talk trash to n have a funny laugh bout nothing bcos, our interests has changed... our mindset, mentality, everything is different... we have different views, we have different opinions n we stand by our ideas n think tht the other is a senseless twit... mayB this is adulthood kicking in... mayB its bcos another chapter in our lives r about to begin... mayB this is an unconscious process of eliminating frens n keeping the closest n, dare i say, most beneficial to us... this is tht 1 think which experience told me... every dad prolly has to give this talk to their kids n i noe mine did...

"Do u think tht 10-15 years from now, when u work, u're gonna see this current group of frens? mayB some of them yes, but eventually most of them would be cut or contact'd the least..."

i really thought tht i could overcome tht with FB n blogs n wat not... n i used to refer to my bro bcos he kept contact with his frens fairly often... notice the past tense???... as far as i can see n understand, tht has all changed... sometimes he feels its a hassle to meet up with his old frens... i havent reach tht stage yet n i don intend to... whether i will eventually reach tht stage regardless, i don noe.. i certainly hope not... but even if i don reach tht stage, it doesnt mean my frens wont...

n here's the final thing... i'm scared... i'm scared... despite my "u noe wat, i really couldnt care more bout it..." attitude, i'm really scared... i'm not one of those who have many frens everywhere... i only have about 20-25 frens n all these r my close frens, the frens i hang out with whenever we're free (not counting my church frens)... yea, sure make new frens, something which is bound to happen when we all work... but i'm notoriously bad at making frens... i don have any close uni frens n i'm alredy coming to my 3rd n final year... i'm still holding on to my college n particularly my high skool frens just bcos i noe them longer... but even tht, i'm feeling very distant n out of sort... lost... among them...

even now, currently, with all these FB n stuff, we still drift away... wat sort of chance do we have for the future???... even if we do see each other, if there's nothing in common wats the difference than acquaintances???... i cant find anything tht is strong enough to maintain my frenships with my frens... mayB thts a little naive don u think???... mayB i just need to have more faith in my frens... its hard when u have no idea watas going on in yr frens' lives... it doesnt help either when they don let u in... its personal, i get it... mayb i'm just not as close as i thought i was... but isnt tht wat having faith is all about... believing in something tht u cant see or believing in something tht is of greater good or greater certainty, like frenship???...

i look back to high skool n the things tht happen'd... the laughter... the fun... the 2getherness... i lost half of it in form 5 n i'm really scared of losing the other half... i suppose ppl can tell me tht regardless of the consequences, we'll still be frens... thts just it, wat sort of fren...

only thing thts holding me 2gether is noeing tht the future is unpredictable n yes, things can change for the worse, but it can oso change for the better... n holding on to past memories n joyous occasion could possibly drive us to maintain a healthy group of frens... i don noe, i'm just taking watever hope tht comes my way of possibly keeping hold on everything... mayb its just me being paranoid... mayb its bcos i dont have the same interest as most do... as far as i noe, this could all be a phase of uncertainty tht isnt tru in reality... mayb all i need is just a good ol fashion bbq with my frens n bond with them... discover them n rediscover our frenship n ourselves... mayb all i need is some reassurance... i really have no idea.

i wonder this class of 2010, 4 years from now, would any1 of them be thinking the same as i am???... i wonder if my sister is anything like me???...

i really have no idea. :)

new favourite series n actors/actresses...

2010-10-15T19:33:00.009+08:00

as u all noe from the previous post, i've start'd watching a few new series...
this is a Heroes-esque kinda series without the time-traveling yet (i'm afraid it could go tht way but i doubt it will)... its this family who crashes in the Amazon n then when they got home they realize they have superpowers...

so far so good... its pretty entertaining n a bit heart warming too to a certain extent... got lots of action, some drama, a bit of comedy, an interesting albeit standard plot... basically everything for a decent series... i give it prolly as long as Heroes survived la... 4 seasons... 5 tops...
Running Wilde is one of my favourites among the new series... y???... KERI RUSSELL of course... she is insanely hot n gorgeous man... seriously... n its quite a good comedy too actually... i think its damn witty n slapstick... Keri Russell plays an eco girl n Will Arnett plays n ego boy... they both have a past n they still like each other but things changed n now he's trying to win her back... i like this show oso bcos of the oddity of the couple... i nvr expect Will Arnett to play a character like this... so yea, the uniqueness of the two leads intrigues me...

having said tht, the show is alredy almost gonna die cos of low ratings... i don noe, something must be wrong with America... wat i wonder even more is whether they count the international viewings anot... if they dont, y don they???... anyways, if it survives this season, i say it'll end in season 2... 3 tops...

Hawaii Five-O is oso a pretty good series... so far... a lot of action n humor n a hot chick to go with tht in the form of Grace Park (scroll down)... nom nom nom... the series is about Steve McGarrett, play'd by Alex O'Loughlin... he was from the Navy but return'd to Hawaii to investigate his dad's death... the governor of Hawaii gave him full immunity to do watever he wants as long as he solves cases n his dad's death... his team is awesome too...

so far the show is ocay... it has the potential to grow n be a mainstay actually... just gotta keep up the action n the thrill of the show... its a remake of the old series n the old series went on for i tihnk 10 seasons???... so yea, lets hope this last tht long too altho i give it the life span of the series Numbers which is 6 seasons...
then there's Burn Notice... my favourite-est new show... its intense n funny at the same time... its cool n awesome too... the story follows Michael Westen play'd by Jeffrey Donovan (the dude above) who's a burn'd spy... meaning he was fired... so he is trying to find out who burn'd him n y... after getting burn'd, he was thrown in Miami where he grew... so while he find out who burn'd him, he takes up side jobs for income n he has his crew consisting of his best bud Sam (Bruce Campbell, below) n Fi (Gabrielle Anwar, above)... his mum plays a vital role too...

this show is from USA Network so no surprise it'll be ard for a long time... so far they've completed half of season 4 alredy n another 5-6 more episodes coming back in November... they oso extend'd the series to 6 seasons alredy... it is as good as Psych... yes, i said it... Rianne, u have to watch this... this series can go on 4ever i tell ya...

i'll do on Dexter n Leverage when i start watching them... anyways, below r the actors n actresses which i recently thought were good... but then again, they maybe good with their series character n not other sort of characters... i don noe... but as of now, i like them after watching their show... ocay, i guess u can say i like their characters n therefore believe they r good actors... the actresses r mainly there bcos of their looks... yes, i'll be shallow for now...

here we have Patrick Warburton from Rules of Engagement... i think he plays his characters awesomely... he was Krunk in The Emperor's Groove... his big but funny... loud but sweet sometimes... insanely funny n insulting too... hhaaha, i like... n his jokes r super subtle... n the insults r hilarious i tell u... its a good low key sitcom in my opinion in a sense tht its not an insanely big hit like HIMYM where yr expectations r so high for each episode... Rule of Engagement is a little less famous but the each episode makes u laugh like crap... n Patrick Warburton is awesome... u'll definitely love him...

Grace Park... insane Asian hottie!!!... n she's a tough nut this one.. she has the moves to win a fight i tell ya... she's awesome as a commanding woman... n did i mention she was insanely hot???... well, she's 1 of the reasons i'm watching Hawaii Five-O...

c'mon, u telling me this is not hot???... plus, she can kinda act too actually... not too shabby... i mean, i've seen worse n she's definitely better than tht... Asian power...

Kay Panabaker... well, she's definitely not the hottest but for sure 1 of the more desirable ones... noe wat i mean???... sweet looking isnt she... but her character is a tad annoying sometimes... still, all is 4given... plus, if u look at the poster above, she wears a pair of Cons... i like girls who wear Cons... mhmm... n her name is kinda nice too...

ahhh, my favourite angel from Supernatural... Misha Collins... i love the way he plays his character in Supernatural... very intense n serious but tries to blend in with the humans sometimes which ends up being pretty funny... n he makes the character looks insanely cool i tell u... he brings a very serious, solemn, gloomy feel to his character which for some reason fits... he just basically makes the character works la...

c'mon, u telling me this isnt freaking cool???... his powers r super cool... he makes me wanna buy a trench coat man...

n then here we have Jeffrey Donovan as Michael Westen... my goodness, this character in the series is one of the coolest spy i've seen on TV man... he noes everything n he narrates his spy experiences which is so cool... Jeffrey Donovan has this look on him... he looks like he's smiling everytime... thing is, tht smile can be translated 2 ways the happy kind n the "i will hunt u down" kind... n thts cool cos he always gets his way...

oso this Donovan guy pulls of a mean suit look i tell ya... all his suits r damn nice n his so fit which makes him look extra superspy... i'm feeling gay now but its the truth...

this is Bruce Campbell who plays Sam Axe in the same series as Jeffrey Donovan, BUrn Notice... i oso like his character bcos he's the funniest n oso the bestest best fren... he does everything for Michael in the series n he backs him up all the time...

Bruce Campbell, some of u mite noe him as the ring announcer from Spider-Man, the arrogant usher in Spider-Man 2 n the restaurant manager in Spider-Man 3... yes, he cameod in all... funny as hell... i like him...

then there's the Aussie product, Alex O'Loughlin... he's one of the many Aussie actors/actresses out there in the US making it big... well, in his case TV wise u noe... not too bad, building his rep... he makes Hawaii Five-O awesome really... tht man of a man, chasing bad guys... makes me jealous... his acting chops well... ocay i guess, not the most outstanding but good enough... like i said i like the characters n i think the actors play the characters well n he does tht... so yea... n i gotta support the Aussie products man...

n here's Will Arnett... i'm taking a dive for this one n put him in my favourite actors list... i liked his annoyingly funny character in Blades of Glory n oso his character, The Missing Link, in Monsters VS Aliens... i thought he was quite funny in both... n now with Running Wilde, i think he's grow onto me... i like his jokes in Running Wilde... i just hope it last long enough... oh rite, oso his character, Antonio, in When in Rome... pretty funny guy... i like...

n finally, i've been waiting for this... Keri "insanely hot" Russell... i don think i needa say more about the way she looks.. the images say it all... we all noe she can act very well too... so lets just enjoy the images...
nom, nom, nom... hominah hominah... gahhhh... mhmmm...

no intentions of concentrating on my work...

2010-10-15T16:19:00.002+08:00

spring is here in Melbourne n its autumn (or as the Americans call it, fall) in the US n all the series r back plus other new series too... boy is tht a bad thing... i've add'd i think 5 new shows to the list which alredy has five other shows... currently i'm watching The Big Bang Theory, How I Met Your Mother, Chuck, Psych, Glee, Supernatural n Rules of Engagement... thts 7... n now i recently add'd Hawaii Five-O, No Ordinary Family, Burn Notice, and Running Wilde... tht brings it up to 11... i've alredy download'd most of Leverage, Dexter n another new show Louie for when i get back to KL... thts another 3 so total now is 14... gonna get Bones n White Collar from Rianne = 16... n i'm contemplating watching Covet Affair n The Good Guys... if i watch both of them, it brings the total 18 shows!!!... DIE!!!

how am i gonna survive 3rd year...@.@ die man, but these new series r so nice... so so good... i watch to much series man... in fact, i just only finish'd watching Frasier... n previously i thought of watching V, Fast Forward, It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia... thank goodness those didnt last, altho i'm starting to think twice about V cos when i watch'd a 1st few episodes, it was pretty decent... somore now season 1 is completed, can watch in a row... hmmm... mayB after my assignments... - -'

haih... i've been downloading insane amount of movies n series... i think my quota is about done alredy... thts not very good... i still have another couple n half weeks left... i need to outsource some series... hmmm... watever, no time for series now... so they say... anyways, got a new keyboard... well, my bro got it for me la... b4 any1 starts praising my bro for being such a good big brother (thts u Rianne n Mel), its only 10AUD... it was on offer... n i've spent more than tht on him b4... - -

anyways, 2day's been raining the entire day n i mean the entire day from 2am this morning until now... its 1030pm here in Melb alredy... thts 20 plus hrs of rain... thts insane... n it was freaking cold too obviously... well better soak up all the cold weather i can get... gonna head back to the insane heat n insane sun in a couple or so weeks... @.@' huh...

sack of potatoes no more...

2010-10-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

i'm not putting the skills i've acquired over the last 2 years from my course to good use... over the 2 years, i've created a K-Film, a TV documentary, a radio documentary, a mash up video, a photo story, audio arts, radio ads... so many stuff.. but i barely do anything of those sorts when i'm free...

well, i think its time for a change... wats the point of spending my mum's money if i'm not gonna use my video cam... well no more, i will make a documentary this time when i get back... i'll make the most truthful documentary ever... ocay fine, thts a bit impossible bcos in theory there's no such thing as a truthful documentary... but u get my point...

i'm gonna do something awesome i tell ya... n then with the recordings, i'll make another K-Film... wow, ambitious... hmmm, can wan gua... as long as i'm stuff'd with work... i shall hire an assistant... AMIR!!!... my mate...

hmmm, i'm so psych'd up alredy... woohoo... but b4 anything, must figure out the problem with my camera 1st la... dulan... - -'

but this is a good 1st step... get myself psych'd up...

the heat is on...

2010-10-05T09:06:00.002+08:00

Hi, every1... i noe i havent been blogging much recently... well, mayb if i have tonnes of follwers tht would really matter la but since its only my frens, it doesnt really make much of a diff... anyways, its just one of those episodes i'm having... i'm guessing its over alredy n i'm hoping to get back to my daily blogging routine, blog for nothing...

anyways, nothing big over the last month or so... its been pretty much uni... assignments have been keeping me busy which i thought was a good thing actually... take my mind of the not-so-important stuff... can leave those after the semester... meanwhile, i'm gonna continue on my assignments... another 6 more to go... by end of nxt week, 2, hopeful 3, will be done...

apart from these stuff, nothing much... so for real, nothing much to blog about... except perhaps the series i'm watching now la... but i think i'll save it for another time... i gott go to lecture soon... made a deal with myself tht i'll go for every class this week n nxt week... hehehe... only a few days la, no biggy...

junk mail disaster...

2010-10-05T08:58:00.002+08:00

I've been waiting for a reply from Wynkids awhile now... to my dismay, they actually contact'd me thru email alredy... stupid Hotmail send the email straight to junk mail... somore give me some note saying that "this was a classified as a junk mail", as tho it help'd me... - -'

if i wasnt annoy'd this morning by my junk mail always fill'd with mail, i wouldnt have known tht i had an email from Wynkids... haih, i hope i'm not too late... or else i'll boycott Hotmail... - -' yorrr, pissifying man... 1st time they call, they call my Maxis number so i didnt answer... now they email me but go straight to junk mail... mayB i'm fated not to get this job???... but i wan it! oh well, worst comes to worst, i still got Sony (Malaysia)...

oh, this is my 900th post... how 'eventful' n milestone-ish... = ='

A few years too late, bub.

2010-09-28T01:32:00.002+08:00

Revelations aren't the nicest thing sometimes. Well, a few revelations hit me earlier. I was entitled to be pissed a few years back. I chose not to.

And now I am pissed.

Mel n Amir embraces adulthood...

2010-09-20T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY (B'LATED) BIRTHDAY, MEL!!!... omg, i'm gonna cry... i've celebrated 6 b'days with u alredy... sobsss much, no???... T.T

well, wat more can i say... i think over the last 5 b'day posts i've alredy said everything there is to say... ocay, i'll be simple just this once... i love u... i truly do... i'm glad tht u've been a main in my life over the last few years n a tremendous, insanely, massive fren... I LOVE U, Mel!!!... see ya!!!... :D
HAPPY (B'LATED) BIRTHDAY, AMIR!!!... omg, i'm gonna cry again... even more this time... my bestfren... 21... 8 years... frenship... too much... cant handle... *cry*

look, again, i don think i needa make too long a post considering every1 noes the stories n all alredy... i just wanna say, dude, i'm sorry for all the shit i've given u over the 8 years we've been frens... considering u're my bestfren, i should be more considerate n understand u better... but above everything, i'm glad tht u too have been a main in my life... i feel honour'd to be yr fren n i always say it loud n proud when i tell ppl tht i don have many Malay frens but 1 of them is my bestfren (tho not 100% halal)...

u have brought so much joy n laughter to my life n i hope tht over the course of the frenship i've return'd the favour every now n then too... we have our arguments, disagreements, all the shenanigans n still i find myself enjoying yr company all the time...

we're 21, man... we braved thru high skool n we're almost done with uni, going into worklife... i'm sure regardless of wat the situations r, watever the future holds, we'd still be the same... i'll make it my mission to ensure we're constantly pestering each others lives... n finally, I LOVE U, MAN... i do... just noe tht if ever u need some1, u can count on me... even if it puts my life at risk... i will take a bullet for u... (of course, do not tht taking a bullet n going thru a torturous ordeal is 2 different things... heehehe, no lahhh..) cant wait to go back KL man... i'll catch u soon... bro hug!

haih, i love my frens...

prodigal son returns...

2010-09-19T23:54:00.003+08:00

hard to believe rite???... me not blogging for over a month... unheard of... unseen of... unsmell'd of???... yea well, looks like the fail'd hiatus was a failure... hmmm, negative n negative, POSITIVE!... well, the break was good, gave me more alone time n oso some much need'd attention to my diary... well, suffice to say things have been a little bit... personal, hence the diary n not blog... but yes, i'm back from my hiatus... thanks to Mel... think she insinuated something when she FB me bout not having a post on her b'day... well, if i'm going to do something, mite as well do 1 for Amir too then...

in the nxt post la... this is my announcement entry so lets just leave it as an announcement... so yea, i'm back... i hope, lets see how long this will last la... i'm assuming it will last awhile but considering its almost the end of my semester, things r gonna get really hectic n busy... so gotta see how things go 1st...

but for now... i'm back...

Jaeson Ma is awesome...

2010-08-21T22:57:00.001+08:00

bring back the classics!!!...

2010-08-19T17:27:00.001+08:00

to all my frens...

2010-08-18T21:52:00.001+08:00

but u all don mengada n take advantage lah... slap u man...

my new short term goal...

2010-08-18T11:51:00.002+08:00

get onto Fanzone...

Manchester United 1-4 Liverpool

Liverpool 2-0 Manchester United

Liverpool 2-1 Manchester United

Liverpool 5-0 Aston Villa

Liverpool 1-0 Chelsea

Liverpool 2-0 Sunderland

Liverpool 3-0 Sunderland

this is jusst classic...

its good to be a Liverpool fan...

2010-08-18T11:10:00.002+08:00

I cried watching this... n everytime i feel like i needa feel good bout Liverpool, i watch this game (as in the entire game cos i have the DVD) to remind myself y i love Liverpool so much... haihhh, i'm proud i can call myself a Liverpool fan... i dare say every set of fans should be like Liverpool fans 2wards their team... especially the Arsenal ones, always going against their team...

iPhone sucks... wanna trade???...

2010-08-17T11:02:00.004+08:00

my bro's gonna get a new phone in about a month's time... originally he want'd the iPhone bcos of the apps which is useful for his line of work... i told him, if he can get the Ericsson i wan, then i'l trade phones with him... i was so close to getting the Xeperia X10 Mini Pro b4 he decided tht the X10 was much cooler than the iPhone... damnnn it!!!... so close!!!...

i would gladly trade my iPhone for any of the above man... i emo now... T.T the mini pro is so sleek n compact'd n awesome... i miss usingan Ericsson... think i'l get 1 when i go back KL... somewhere ard the RM300-400 range... prolly another simple W model phone...

n i'm still crazy for Alienware... i think i'll get it when i start working... altho when i do start working i prolly should think more practical n get a iMac... grhhh... - -'

2nd thoughts...

2010-08-17T09:31:00.004+08:00

i just realized tht apart from my series n movies, there's nothing much i can do to relax... blogging is the other option... sad, yes, agreed... hence, the hiatus is off... hmmm, didnt even last 12hrs... fail.com... - -' bsides, if i wanna take a break, i'll just take a break... hmmm, looks like 1000 entries is back on... well, amidst all the doom n gloom, its important to have something or some1 tht can help ease the pressure... my blog is 1 of them...

so i'm at uni now, in the library... suppose to be doing some reading b4 my nxt lecture but it wouldnt be me if i were tht hardworking, now would it... so the previous tute, Understanding Sports Media, was interesting... my tutor spit'd us into 2 groups n gave each group a scenario n we have to act the scene out... we have to try to handle the mess basically... so in my group, i play'd the PR person for the team n 2 others play'd the media ppl n the representative of the victim while another fella play'd the accused... i think i found my job alredy...

hahaha... it was interesting... altho i really didnt do much except deflecting questions with my ever so trustworthy intro line, "as of now..."

media: So what started the fire???...

player (accused): ...

PR (thts me): As of now, the whole situation is still being examine by the authorities, so we dont have an answer for tht...

media: What's actions r the club taking n how r they handing this situation?

PR: As of now, like i said earlier, reports r still being finalized n examined... so until then, the club will not take any actions until further details r provided...

hahahahaha... even my tutor said i was very PR-ish, deflecting all the questions... looks like watching all those movies n live interviews on TV paid off... we tried to make the whole scenario as realistic as possible... my tutor even borrow'd 3 slr cameras n switch them to sports mode so tht we have al the flashes n camera snap sounds... i tell u, its scary when u're in the spotlight... the flashes r really, blinding to say the least... n u do lose or eat yr words in the whole situation... n this is only a reenactment... imagine if its real...

hmmm, suddenly PR dont seem so fun... nahhh, i'm not going to do PR... not really my kinda thing... i'm more of the person who sets up the press conference... but hey, it was fun to act once in awhile... yes, thts wat i do in tutes... ahahaha... wat do i even learn lah... hmmm, should prolly start worrying if i'm not learning anything... @.@'

off to class!!!... actually... then again... Asian Cinema lecture atm not very important yet... should do the assignment instead... hmmm, sounds good...

gahhh... i think i just injured myself again... my groin area hurts... there's a sharp but not tht sharp pain which happens when i bend down to lift something up... really annoying... n my right elbow hurts when i bend it too... my whole body is falling apart, i tell u... think i better give myself a 2-day break or something... anything... just gotta slowdown on the workout... whole body hurts... think i needa go for massage or something... i'd love to straighten my bones if there r any tht is out of position... i wonder if my spine is a bit crooked... mayb i was suppose to be a tall person... mayB even taller than FY but cos of my spine, i suffer'd the agony of being pendek... puuu...

hiatus 2...

2010-08-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

i just realized tht the post b4 this is no.888... hhaahaha... i originally told myself tht i'm gonna try n achieve 1000 b4 the year ends but i don think thts gonna happen anymore... i'm gonna go for a short hiatus... there's just too many things tht i'm juggling ard atm...

well, of course, 1000 isnt impossible still... just have to see how long this hiatus last... it could be months (altho i highly doubt so) or it could only be for 2 weeks (more likely)... just as soon as i get certain stuff out of my head n out my system n of course, the 4 assignments due nxt Friday...

i think i went on a hiatus b4 havent i???... it last'd about 2 weeks???... so yea, really, i just needa resolve certain stuff 1st... how does it concern my blog???... well, normally when i have alot of stuff to think about, i cant really blog bcos all i wanna rant is bout these stuff but these stuff r personal, u noe... so i'm gonna go back to the old skool diary... yea, my diary lacks entries...

so yea, we'll see after awhile how things r n how i am... mayB things can be so awesomely awesome tht i blog 3-4 times a day... hahaha... we'll see... until then... CBox still open lah... toodles!

ahhh, back when uni was so easy...

2010-08-16T18:05:00.002+08:00

not tht i'm pro-America or wat, but i was given very few materials to work on when i was doing this mashup assignment... it was either Australian politics or this... i noe squart bout Aussie politics lah n at tht time, Obama's victory was still the hot topic... so i thought it was appropriate... ey, this mashup gave me my Distinction marks ocay... of course, this was semester 1 of year 1 n everything was so simple... haihh, i miss those simpler days... oh well...

nvr too late...

2010-08-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

so 2nite was a good nite... celebrated my 21st b'day again... this time with my Melbourne church frens... it was oso our hse warming lah... 2 in 1... it was awesome... food was awesome... company was awesome... presents were awesome... its the 1st time i actually got more than 10 gifts in a b'day... in fact, most of the times, i don get more than 5 gifts in a year!!!... but this year, hmmm...

of course, some gifts were given by older folks, so naturally their gifts r a little old fashion... hahaha, but hey, they're all practical goods... i got 2 jackets which r kinda old fashion but i suppose in a few years time it'll suit me... of course, i got some other good gifts as well... actually, all the gifts i got r very practical... i like tht... i got 2 mini lamps for my computer n books... i got gifts cards... i got ppl giving me more cash to get watever i wan... woohoo!!!... got loads of b'day cards... got towel oso!!!... high class towel!!!... i like...

hahaha, so yea, its all good n i'm really happy n glad... so thts 4 celebrations... i'll post pics of all the gifts i got soon... prolly 2morrow, if i'm not tht busy... hmmm, i think i better start shopping for gifts for other ppl now... August n September is awfully busy... oh, there goes my wallet... @.@' oh well, wat to do... so many ppl turning 21 this year... - -'

anyways, last nite went to watch my AFL match with Sheng n Yin Yin... tht was, kinda mix... i'm glad tht i got tht done but thing is, the game was so boring... it was so 1 sided... Collingwood, who's the leading the table at the moment n the favourites to win the grand finals, were over running poor little Essendon... the final score was so huge... by the end of the 3rd quarter it was alredy 80pts different... so we decided to leave n read the match report the nxt day... - -' all in all, i really don noe how much i can write for my essay lah... n i don noe whether to be thankful tht its 800-1000 words... i'm glad tht its not tht much but based on the game last nite, 800 could be a stretch... = ='

oh well... i'll just have to figure tht out... albeit it was a boring game, i do like sitting for a game in the stadium with so many ppl... i like the atmosphere... i've decided to go for the Melbourne derby in October 2 between Melbourne Victory n Melbourne Hearts... i think thts gonna be loud altho Melbourne Victory is the clear favourites... but hey, its a derby, there's gonna be blood... n i wanna be there when it spews... but tht is provided i can find company to go with... otherwise, heck it, i not tht desperate... can go nxt year... hey look, if i can get EPL football, i'll go for the nxt big thing over here in Melbourne...

wow, i'm really tired... think i'll head to bed real soon... as soon as my hair dries... hmmm... so yea, to every1, so far, thanks for all the presents n gifts n thanks for the good times n hopefully, there will be many more ahead of us...

AFL 2 - 0 EPL

2010-08-13T16:15:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna watch my 2nd game of footy 2nite... n i still havent watch any EPL games yet... rubbish!!!... i shouldve gone to England!!!... - -' n i havent even brought up NBA!!!... gahhh, so many games to watch... n no money somore... puuu.. ishh... oh well lah, at least 2nite's game is gonna be pretty good i think, 2 teams with Liverpool-Everton history bhind them... gonna be good rite???... well, i'll noe soon enough...

i think i should go watch a Melbourne Victory match too lah... then get 1 of their jerseys... then at least i can say tht i've watch'd them... n then when i go England, LIVERPOOL!!!... i wanna watch Stevie G b4 he retires lah... i mean, i noe it'll be awhile more b4 he retires lah but still, i wanna watch him when he's still energetic n fresh u noe... wahhh, i can imagine when the time comes... woohoo!!!...

n then after tht its the NBA... i gotta go watch a Heat-Lakers games man... thts just gonna be massive... 5 of the top players in the NBA currently... mhmm... if tht 1 cannot then go watch Bulls game... gotta go see ma man D-Rose u noe... awesomeness... but b4 all tht, AFL 1st... gahhh... go Collingwood... zzz... i think i gotta go now... aihhh...

flickers of sanity...

2010-08-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

its not often tht my mind is calm n sane but every now n then i have my moments of sensible thinking... the problem is, it doesnt last long enough to make any sort of difference... noe wat i mean... for example, i noe there r certain stuff i gotta do but normally i find every possible way to think myself out of it just so i don have to face it, u noe... then a shot n short blast of sense hits me n it normally happens when i'm insanely wrapp'd ard my thoughts... its automatically hits me like as tho i hit the limit or something, u noe...

but like i said, it doesnt last long enough to make a difference... it doesnt last long enough for me to make something out of it... this is prolly bcos the sensible thing holds a few risks (risks in different ways) n thts when my years of self-preparation to face failure comes in... part of this course is "wat u don noe wont hurt u..."... so as u can figure out, tht normally happens... i avoid the whole thing eventho i noe avoiding it wont help in any way n chances r, it'll make things worse... BUT there's when another moment of sanity hits me... well, sorta... for some reason i'm able to keep stuff in... i mean, yea, sometimes if its too much, i cant handle lah but generally i can hold it...

thts not very healthy... i'm not implying anything positive... trust me... - -' mayB its bcos different people have different interpretations of sanity n thts y there's the risk u noe... i think if i act on every "moment of sanity", things ard me would be far more complicated... if somehow wat i'm saying means lying is alrite to prevent a big hoohaa, then... well, in certain measures it is tru but i'd this is how i'd say it... just don tell anything... cos tht way, u're not telling the truth n neither r u lying... u're just not saying anything... nvr nvr manipulate the truth... tht'll just haunt u eventually...

ocay i don think i'm qualified to give advice... i'll diam now... lets move on... i've been watching Supernatural n it just keeps getting better n better... altho now they're on Christianity n i noe its just for entertainment n none of it is real but i really think if a kid ard the age of understanding this kinda stuff were to watch Supernatural, it'll affect his believes hard... rite now it doesnt affect me bcos i noe none of this r real n in fact, they're kinda close to blasphemy... actually, they r lah... but like i said, i can differentiate wat i believe n wat i don but for a teenager ard... wat 12-15???... it may cast doubts into their minds, which is not good btw... hmmm...

anyways... its almost the end of the week alredy... classes have end'd for the week n this Friday gonna watch AFL match... Essendon vs Collingwood... i better brush up on watever little knowledge i noe bout AFL... guhhh, i hate AFL... - -'

my pot of kim chii alrite...

2010-08-11T21:23:00.003+08:00

finally, something Korean tht i like... n my goodness is it good... nom nom nom...
hominah hominah...
Asian pride, baby! Asian pride!!!...
damn she's chun... cant wait for Sucker Punch... awesome...

resembling London...

2010-08-10T08:23:00.002+08:00

its been cold n breezy n raining this morning, here in Melbourne... if i didnt noe it was Melbourne, i'd say we were in London... getting a glimpse of life in London... not tht syok... i'm freezing my neh-nehs off, even in the library where the heater is turn'd on... my fingers n palms r getting numb... i hate tht feeling... - -' y lah, so cruel to me... bad enough tht i have 5 hours straight of class later... actually, i ponteng this morning's class alredy... too early for me n i didnt expect to finish my homework so quick too... anyways, planning to skip my last class so tht i can leave earlier 2day too... hmmm...

anyways, so Liverpool looks certain to be taken over by some1 else... the 2 leading candidates r Yahya Kirdi from Syria n Kenny Huang from HK, i think... i think Yahya Kirdi is richer but really, i wan Kenny Huang to takeover... y???... cos he's from HK... meaning if he buys over Liverpool, Liverpool would go over there for more pre-season friendlies... if tht were to happen, HK will be my most visit'd place... see, n if they get taken over by them, the chances of them playing in the Southeast countries r alot higher too... MALAYSIA!!!... i just wanna see Gerrard b4 1 time b4 he retires lah... is tht too much to ask???... temo...

anyways, after Joe Cole, Liverpool r intending to sign a few more players n 2 of them r heavily link'd to us... Simon Poulsen from Juventus is almost certain alredy, just waiting for a medical i think... n then the other 1 is Shaun Wright-Phillips... i don noe if he's a good acquisition but for 7Million, its pretty worth it i guess... hopefully the new owners will come in quick, so tht we can buy somore players b4 the window closes... tho i think thts almost impossible lah... but oh well, they look good so far anyways...

i'm about to leave to go have my brunch at Subway... but i'm afraid to leave the building n get into the cold... damn it!!!... i knew i shouldve worn something thicker... curses... nvm, spring is coming soon... a few more weeks... cant wait... n my week's about to end alredy anyways... n b4 u noe it, wassup KL... think this time i'll fly back with Emirates... but if MAS got promo then MAS lah... or Air Asia but premium seat... thing is, i miss KLIA... i wanna go KLIA... i freaking hate LCCT... damn smelly n dirty n rundown... even the parking sucks... - -' wow, so spoilt... ishhh... see how lah...

gahhh, the cold... but i love my Subway, so i'll go anyways... cisss... y cant RMIT cafeteria open Subway... - -'

flee...

2010-08-07T14:48:00.002+08:00

ocay, so MAS is 860AUD return n Air Asia is 600AUD return... yes, i noe, wat the hell am i doing planning my trip back to KL so quick... hey, i dowanna spend so much cos last minute purchases r expensive... - - n plus, i'm pretty almost certain tht i'm going back to do my internship alredy... so mite as well plan earlier n get everything settled rite???...

hmmm, the more i think about this stuff, the more i think about my decision after graduating... @.@ wat am i gonna do man... hmmm, thts gonna be a toughy... i really don noe... gahhh, dowan think bout it now... anyways, so yea, its tempting to buy the MAS ticket but Air Asia is 250AUD cheaper, man... thts almost Rm750... add another RM150 n u can get an XBox...

speaking of XBox, i'm thinking twice about getting an XBox... i noe its kinda cheap, RM900 only... but how long n how much will i play b4 i get bored of it... gahhh, i don noe... n if i don bring it over to Melb, then no point rite???... but if i bring it to Melb, i scared i wont concentrate on my work... over here can connect to the server, man... Halo online!!!...

the other thing thts making me think twice is bcos Eric has 1 too... so wats the point of buying another 1???... if i wanna play, go his hse lah... n if buy oso buy PS3 rite???... but while the console is cheap n all, the games r insanely exp... =_= hmmm, temptations... - -' the real question is actually, is it worth buying???... i scared i hangat-hangat tahi ayam...

hmmm, if only i cang et an Alienware... then i wont even need to consider XBox or PS3...

gahhh, i'm hit!!!...

2010-08-07T01:22:00.002+08:00

i think the relatively "intense" exercise regime i've been doing over the last couple weeks is taking its tow... my back hurts... again... its like F5 all over again... thing is, i can recall which side i injured back then, the right or left... as far as i can remember it was the left side then n this time is the right side... @.@' oh nooo... well, if it was the right side back in F5, then hailat cos the same side kena... if it was the left side back then, then hailat oso, now the right side oso kena... oihhh... this is not good...

but i havent really been doing tht much exercise lah... in fact, 2day i gave myself an off day man... only jog'd a little... like really REALLY little... hmmm, mayB 2morrow i'll give myself a half day off lah... yay, no need to exercise... yes, exercising is dreadful... unless its playing a sport, then thts fun... otherwise, pfttt... =_=' errrr... ouch, its paining now... its more like the annoying kind rather than the excruciating one???... get wat i mean... damn, i hope i don bcome FY, man... i dowanna see doctors n physios n go for operations n shit... crap, now i'm really scared... @.@

ocay, time to give myself a break then... anyways, this week has been pretty much the same as the previous one... nothing much happen'd... well, i have 3 assignments due b4 August ends... so thts cherry... - - its actually quite scary, i think nxt week must start researching everything alredy... damn it... which means this weekend must start preparing my work n all alredy... needa brief myself... man, i hate uni... but i'm sure i'll hate work life more... lets not go there... i sure t-emo wan...

haih, i wanna cry lah... i cant remember when was the last time i cried... i think it wasnt too long ago lah but hey, when u gotta let it out, u gotta let it out... mayB i needa watch more sad movies...

i'm rambling alredy... its late...

i'm going to bed...

ahhh, i like to laugh...

2010-08-06T01:15:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGSmCwgddb4

ahhh, comedy nvr hurts... n thts y every1 should watch Supernatural... awesome series...

i wonder wat am i???... hmmm...

2010-08-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

its official... She's Out of My League is my "feel good" movie... its really alot different to other normal chick flicks out there, imo... it feels real, this one... but how real, i'm not sure lah... like i said, i've nvr had the luxury of a girlfren b4... temo... T.T but yea, this movie oso sorta kinda gives a slight ray of hope tht u can go for a hard "10" as well...

hmmm, i wonder how much i am???... previously their website has this little quiz where u can take n find out yr ratings... i cant remember wat was mind... i don think i wanna remember wat was mind... haihh, but then again, it is based on their knowledge... sooo...

oh well, nice movie... my official feel good movie for the moment... :)

u foo!...

2010-08-05T01:42:00.002+08:00

yesterday i was contemplating so hard on whether to go uni this morning anot... i have only 1 class n it ends at 1130... but i told my church fren tht i'll wait for her until 7pm then we go for church meeting... thts 7 n half hours in the city doing nothing... well, i couldve done some of my work lah but c'mon, its only week 3... - -' anyways, thts not the worst thing... worst thing was tht after reaching class 15mins late (my bad), every1 was in there n we all wait'd easily another 20mins n my tutor didnt show up... - -'

wat a douche bag... n he didnt even have the courtesy to email us n say anything... - -' damn douche... i woke up so early n went into the city for no reason???!!!... i couldve slept in or do some exercise or possibly even some work!!!... gahhh, so yea... from 10am until 7pm i was in the city bumming ard... wat the hell... n of all days for FY to be busy... goodness me... thankfully got Supernatural to teman me... n oso thank goodness some of my uni frens show'd up... went for lunch with them... tht kill'd another couple hours...

wat a wasted day... ocay fine, i prolly wouldnt have done much either if i was at home but at least i didnt have to drag my ass out of bed n freeze my sacks in the cold man... IT WAS RAINING almost the whole day... wat a miserable time... my tutor really needs some knuckle sandwiches from me man... n this is the tutor who taught my 2 semesters ago n i didnt like him then either... ghhhh... - -' i'm so piss'd!!!... i think i should just go to bed now... - -'

2morrow got off day but somehow i feel its gonna be a long day too... - -' emoooo... oh well... better than nothing...

gets me all the time too... "snotty sniff"

gets me all the time... full of snot sniff

2010-08-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

puuuu... :_(

2nite! we dine in HELL!!!...

2010-08-03T22:41:00.003+08:00

i think i have awesome "raise yr army's spirit" body posture... i just need to carry my shield n sword... any rallying nxt time, call me...awkward stage in life... haih...

its coming soon... @.@ eghhhhh....

2010-08-01T22:59:00.003+08:00

with each n every day tht passes by, it only reminds me tht i only have 3 more semesters b4 i graduate, if all goes according to plan... i noe, i noe, most of u all r in yr last semester but we're talking bout me, rite???... - -' but thts not the point... the point is, i have to make the decision... n quick... wats tht decision???... stay in Melbourne or go back to KL...

i should stay back here bcos there's so many reasons to... 1st off, the safety... yes, Melbourne recently has bcome somewat violent compared to say, 5-6 years ago???... but it sure as hell still isnt as bad as KL... THTS FOR SURE... 2ndly, the pay over here is so much more than wat u get back in KL, which is really PEANUTS... 3rd, i sorta kinda plan'd to stay here alredy thts y i'm buying so much stuff which is not easy to bring back to KL if i do go back... 4th, my church assembly here is awesome n i dowanna leave (not tht the assembly back in USJ4 is bad... noooo)...

in KL, well, lets see... the opposite of everything above... hmmm, sounds simple enough rite???... but unfortunately, KL has some of the important things to me... like FY said b4, "its the little things tht makes KL KL..."... n i cant disagree... i mean, its so familiar to me... i noe almost everywhere... my frens r still back there... my cousins r still back there too... i mean, over here i have my church frens n a few KL frens, yea, but thts it... only a few... even FY is gonna go back... tht leaves only Mel n Cherish... even Marie has to leave after her course... i noe i said i'm a mellow n low profile person, but i dowanna stay at home every Friday nite... i wanna go have dinner, go mamak n stuff like tht with frens...

but of course, tht would be living based on my feelings n emotions n not logic... cos logically speaking, i should stay back here n TRY to get a job... n oso, i'm aiming to get a job tht pays really good so tht i can support my sister's allowance u noe... thts my duty lah... my parents r alredy gonna pay for her tuition fee n my bro has been giving me my allowance money... so i gotta contribute by giving allowance to my sister lah... n it'll be sorta cool u noe, my bro, sis n i all in 1 hse... ahahaha... NO PARENTS... but see, thts if i make the logical n sensible choice... i don noe if i'm gonna enjoy my stay anot lah... of course, it can be argued tht i mite enjoy my stay here lah... but who's to noe... at least if i go back, i noe i have frens there u see...

gahhh, i really don noe... atm, if i have to choose, i would go back KL (i think i mention'd this in the previous post)... hmmm, mayb i'll meet my gf over the nxt year or so... mayB then my choice will be clearer... don noe... gahhh... - -' stupid... y cant i have the best of both worlds, like Miley Cyrus... I WANNA BE MILEY CYRUS!!!... n HANNAH MONTANA!!!... puuu...

thinking of resurrecting Moov-E... hmmm...

August... gasp...

2010-07-31T22:07:00.002+08:00

8th month of the year is here... in a few weeks time, my cousins would be dropping in for a week... n straight after tht, if all goes to plan, another fren will drop by for hopefully a couple or so weeks... tht would mean my frens stay will be roughly until mid-September???... n after tht, according to my bro, a church fren's parents r coming over n gonna stay at our place... i'm thinking 2 weeks oso lah... by the end of all these, it'll prolly be early October... n nxt thing u noe, i'm flying back to KL alredy... muahahaha...

n yea, its been a "hard" week... i noe, i have Thursdays n fridays off but its the 1st week back lah, its always harder, u noe... n particularly with the hols being so fun this time... so yea, just having a bit of a tough time getting back to Melbourne life... but hey, i think i'm almost back to it alredy... feeling a bit better than the last few days... hahaha... this time last week, i'm on the way to the airport... tht was difficult... oh well, thts done n now i'm back here, looking to have a great semester... i've said it b4, its gonna be tough this time considering my 2 trusty uni frens r going UK for exchange... so yea, i'll prolly scrape thru the nxt 3 or so months... X.X'

anyways, so yea, i think i'm slowly getting back into the groove u noe... i've been thinking less n less n even when i do, its calming thoughts lah... so no worries... if u all were worrying, tht is... so yea, Monday is coming soon n... i don noe, i hope it'll be a good day... ughhh, n then my radio show is the following Monday... i'm starting to feel its a hassle more than anything else... just thinking of who to interview is a killer... somore must be a specific type of interview only can... emo... thank goodness we only have a few more shows to put on... i foresee, after the nxt show, there will be 3 more shows... 1 show, i'll be presenting... 1 show i'll be producing... n the other show, don noe lah... mayb presenting again... haih, having complain all tht, its still not gonna deter me from applying to Red FM in KL... woohoo... i just hope its not a crappy job thts all... otherwise, i mite go work for Star newspaper... yea, i noe, not tht ideal either but its along my line of work n it'll cover my 80hours of work... so u noe, thts wats important u noe...

n plus, i'm only looking to work for a couple of months... the other couple of months is to have fun... hey, c'mon... Eric n Amir r gonna work alredy... Mel mite not even be back then... FY mite still study another year so tht means this is oso sorta his last hols u noe... i wanna spend some time with my frens lah... is tht too much to ask... :_( ahhahhaaha... anyways, its kinda late n i wanna go to bed alredy... so yea, just wanna update a bit lah... i'm alrite guys... :)

bummer...

2010-07-29T21:19:00.003+08:00

alrite, sorry guys, its gonna be awhile until u all will get a copy of the videos from the Camerons trip... they're very laggy when i play them back on the computer... so i trying to figure tht out... i mite even have to wait until i go back KL then only can ask the fella y is it like tht... n worst case scenario, the videos r all spoil'd... haih, emo like shit... hopefully in the playback in the tv it'll be better... i'm worried tht it could be caused by the "panning is too fast." which show's up everytime... but it doesnt make sense bcos some of the videos i clearly remember didnt have any movements... haih, i don noe... i'm just letting u all noe...

n the pictures... well, i'll post them up another time lah cos my comp emo-ing me now... bsides lah, Rianne has most of it... mine is only when we were driving down in the mist n we decided to stop along the road n take pics... hahaha, tht was fun... but yea, nxt time... same goes for my b'day oso lah... waiting for pics from Eric n Rianne... n tht could take awhile so yea, sorry... but its not like u all r rushing for it rite... plus, i'm sure u all have a mental image alredy in yr head rite???... well, until then... sorry...

craptacularmir... thts Amir for u...

2010-07-29T20:35:00.004+08:00

was looking at my previous post with the comic characters... this post was of us as superheroes... in Amir's blog was of us as supervillains... so yea, was eager to find Amir's blog again n surprisingly its still in my history list... i didnt even noe he post'd a few entries recently...

anyways, here's wat i got...look at him... still so chubby back then... like small kid only... here he looks bigger lah at least... hahaha, look so happy... aww, thts the 1st phone we got him... ahhh, i remember tht time, we all decided to not talk to him for a whole week... tht was mean n really hard to do... awww, i wish i was there... i'm sure i can say the same for Mel n FY too...

i oso found something interesting, Amir...

Part 5: Do You...
Smoke: NO.

tht was part of yr tag which u did... - - tsk tsk tsk... hahahaa, nonetheless, u're still my bestfren... i love u, man...

epic fail...- -'

2010-07-29T17:52:00.003+08:00

i went jogging this afternoon ard 3 like tht... final score... Weather 1-0 Thomas...

i got slap'd in the nards, man... slap'd good for tht matter... somore was so gungho n happy somore... in the morning raining so i didnt, in the afternoon too hot... ard 3 like tht was fine, a bit of sun n some breeze... i damn excited, put on my clothes n all... 5mins later i start'd walking alredy... omg, damn useless... - -' its damn hard to breathe, man... now only i noe... n then running halfway my skin start'd to itch... everywhere... apparently its bcos of the cold win n my skin is dry or something... so my bro said moisturize 1st nxt time...

so yea, it was an epic fail for my part... i was so gungho n happy cos i've nvr bee so in to jogging n all... i don noe, i think cos i've start'd watching my diet n doing more exercise, i feel so "healthy"... ey, even more spaghetti consumption damn little alredy ocay... just now i took half of wat i normally eat man... i feel so proud... i even managed to prepare a regular size portion for 2morrow's lunch... yahooi!!!... see, i'm making progress... lets hope it'll continue... must stay healthy... of course, thts hard when i'm a late sleeper... but hey, i try u noe... i try...

anyways, i had a short conversation with FY about metrosexuality... its running rampant n every1 is dressing up like 1... n the fear is, he n i r slowly turning into 1 too... jeng jeng jeng!!!... @.@' yup, we look'd at ourselves n we realize tht we're slowly turning into 1 of THEM too... oh no, our shirts r tighter... jeans from baggy, getting to skinnier... so we said, as long as we maintain some aspects, we should be fine... so our shoes will continue to be kicks n casual n not those, grey n/or white shoes where it looks so thin n flimsy... thts a metro shoe... then we oso limit our jeans to straight cut, THTS IT... final... n we will continue to wear hoodies... n not hoodies from Topman or wat not, hoodies from like Billabong, Adidas classics...

oh dear, can u imagine the day whe we turn into one of them... if i remember correctly, this topic came up when we were talking bout KL's fedora style... yea... hahaha... its scary to see myself dress like tht... haih, wat happen to those days where everything wasnt so, feminine... all men's wears nowadays, imo, have got a female touch to it... the tight tight kind one... all wanna show their body n assets... tht used to be wat the girls do... actually they still do tht lah but men r trying to copy them too... now, they all shop at the girls dept, cat fighting with other girls for the last pair of skinnies on the rack... haih, thts fashion for u... E! has bcome part of the daily entertainment diet... they don carry fanny packs anymore either... puuu...

well, i'm alredy 1/32 like tht, so i hope thts it... i wont go any further... but mayb this metro thing is something good... cos it means even the scrawniest fella can pull off a relatively good style, since everything is so tight-fitting n small... hmmm, i think i needa join the army... yea, all guys should join the army, n teach them serious manly stuff... noe wat i mean... need to inject some testosterone into their blood... gahhh... female men, everywhere... my eyes!!!... X.X

now doesnt he look as tho he has boobs...

week has unofficially end'd...

2010-07-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

well, 2day was the last day of my class... wont have class until the coming Monday n this will be the pattern for the nxt 3 months or so... like i said in the previous post, its not exactly a good thing but it certainly isnt a bad thing either... anyways, so yea, went to the dread'd course 2day, IM2... turns out our assignments for the semester is to play a game... i don fully understand the assignments yet but as far as i noe, i think we're suppose to create a platform or something WITHIN the gaming world... something like tht lah... my group has these 2 fellas who r really audiovisual nuts n i think the end result will be pretty awesome except i don think i'll be contributing much sadly... but they r really frenly ppl lah... same class a few times b4 n they've been pretty fun ppl...

anyways, 2morrow's gonna be the 1st day of my "weekend"... i intend to sleep in until about 10ish n then go jogging... yup, kinda gungho this time ard... n this must keep up for at least the nxt 3-4 weeks lah bcos after tht, it'll be kinda hard to keep up since my assignments will start piling... anyways, so far my exercise n diet regime is going well... i've been eating single portion meals... the size is like one n a half plates of chicken rice in KL, which is not much rite???... so yea, i'm quite proud i can actually say no to it... but honestly, its about time i cut down on my food intake lah... i think i really eat too much man... so yea, gonna try n control the amount from now on... hope it works... n oso gotta build my stamina again man... its so bad rite now... i cant even run 1km with ease...

so yea, gonna start jogging on Thursdays n Fridays... well, don think its tht hard lah... i mean, normally when i stress or worrying or have alot of emotions n thoughts n all the other nonsense, i like to channel all these things into my jogs... gives me more energy, rather than emo-ing at home... bsides, i gotta do something else for my thinking time... i cant do my thinking time in my showers too often cos Melbourne's still classified as being in a drought... n normally i shower 30-45mins when i should only be showering for 10-15mins... sometimes i shower 1hr oso lor... but really, only 5mins to wash myself n the other 55mins is just thinking... so yea, cant do tht too often, so use jogging now as my tool... its healthier n less consumption... plus its cooling now, in Melbourne...

hmmm, so i think the nxt 2months, August n September, r gonna be kinda busy... got a few ppl coming to visit... cousins n church uncles n church frens... so i'm hoping tht these 2months will end soon... n b4 i noe it, i'll be on my way back to KL... hahaha... really, atm, if on the spot, i have to decide whether i wanna stay in Melb or go back KL, i think i would most likely go back KL... i don noe, i feel like Melbourne is lacking something lah... mayb is the lack of frens lah... yea, i think thts the case... mayB i needa open up more n make more frens in uni... atm, i really don have too many frens in uni really... only a handful of them i really talk with... mayb its the fact tht we're only uni mates in a foreign country... cos i think i wouldnt be facing the same problem if i were back in KL... see, i spent a year in Taylors n i made good frens who i still contact...

which brings me to my nxt subject... 2day, i was just wondering, wat if i had gone to UK to study or stay'd back in KL... how much of a difference will it make... lets not say UK lah cos the chances tht it wouldve been the same as studying in Australia is kinda high... but lets say KL... meaning i join Amir in Taylors, except tht i'm doing Media... the frens i wouldve made... the things i wouldve learn'd... the convenience of everything being ard u... the lack of overseas exposure... things like tht u noe... i don noe, i'm just really curious... i honestly believe tht had i stay'd back in KL, i would be alot more wild... i mean, u consider lah, all my frens r within driving distance n all the hotspots r pretty close too... driving to KL at nite is only takes bout 15-20mins with NPE... but over here in Melb... tru, i have even more freedom here but i think my bro's presence really play'd a big part lah... i see him so giat do his work n all, i oso tak ada hati to disappoint him u noe n so when he comes back i try to do everything for him lah... somore he pays for so many of my stuff lehh... n apart from tht lah, i stay so far from the city n every1 else lives there... so, ya lah, i oso lazy to drive in... n not too mention, i only have a handful of close frens here...

so u see, staying back in KL n going overseas does have a huge difference... at least to me... but wat i would really like to try is live by myself... as in, no 1 to count or fall back on, u noe... in KL i have my parents n over here i have my bro... i wanna live by myself n learn the hardship lah, honestly... i noe i wont enjoy much of it but i feel its a challenge n something which i will learn much from... plus, as long as u have frens ard u, it wont be TOO difficult lah... but of course, i'm just assuming lah... hahaha...

so yea, these r some of the stuff tht goes thru my head every now n then... the more pressing matters/issues... well, personal lah... so thts it from me lah... i don even think any1 would read the entire entry... so much words... which reminds me, i think i need to upload some photos of my recent holidays... add more images to this blog... so wordy the last few posts...

haih... temo...

2010-07-27T23:00:00.003+08:00

gahhh... y is it so difficult???!!!... chilakababisial... everybody can do it, only u cant... go jump down lah... n jump from an ugly building, less insulting to the others... - -

let that be enough...

2010-07-27T22:58:00.001+08:00

I wish I had what I needed
To be on my own
'Cause I feel so defeated
And I'm feeling alone

And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land

And all I see
It could never make me happy
And all my sand castles
Spend their time collapsing

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough

It's my birthday tomorrow
No one here could know
I was born this Thursday
22 years ago

And I feel stuck
Watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows he's needy

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
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cheating???... not cheating???...

2010-07-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

Ferrari did another "cheating" move over the weekend's race at Germany... just like in 2002, they order'd their race leader, Felippe Massa, to slow down n let Fernando Alonso, the other Ferrari racer to win the race bcos he was closer in the race to win the drivers' title... the exact same thing happen'd to, u've guess'd it, Ferrari in 2002 when Rubens Barrichello gave up his lead to let Michael Schumacher win the race cos he was going to win the drivers' title tht season...

is it cheating to allow the team manager to give orders while the drivers r driving???... or is it only cheating when they tell their other driver to slow down for the other???... or is it cheating at all???... honestly, i don think so... its call'd "taking one for the team" n in case u didnt noe, it happens in every team sport???... look at the bigger picture, thts my point... ocay, fine, i'll admit tht it isnt the fairest of things to do n good job to Massa for taking it n being the bigger person but if it helps the team u're racing for win some accolades, wouldnt u do it???...

its simple, y does Steven Gerrard take the penalties when clearly Fernando Torres is a better scorer???... bcos Steven Gerrard is a better penalty taker... there's yr reason... y does Massa have to give up his lead to Alonso when clearly he was the better racer in THT race???... bcos Alonso has a better n clearer shot at winning the overall drivers' title n possibly bring the teams' title to Ferrari... ITS A TEAM SPORT!!!... U NEED TO CHANGE TACTICS IN CERTAIN SITUATIONS!!!...

hmmm, oh well, speaking of sports... its not confirm'd but almost certain tht Marscherano is leaving Liverpool... well, i must admit tht i'm kinda glad too... cos its clear over the past season tht he want'd to leave anyways... so mite as well get rid of him n get abt 25Million to spend on other players... the deal is with Inter Milan n apparently they're willing to give Sully Muntari plus cash for him... i say take full cash... nothing against him being African but come African Cup, he'll be gone for a month n tht hurts a team alot... personally, i say replace him with Scott Parker, who's rumor'd to be in Liverpool's site, bcos he is a good n solid defensive midfielder... plus, he would come cheap too, about 4-5Million???... oso i think we can deploy Aquilani in tht position too... oso, bring up Jay Spearing!!!... English!!!...

anyways, other than tht, Dirk Kuyt is oso rumor'd to leave Liverpool for Inter Milan... again... i don mind this oso lah... as much as i like Kuyt in Liverpool bcos he is all heart, i wouldnt mind about 10million for him... we can use tht cash n bring in Van der Vaart u see... ahhh... n oso Huntelaar... ahhh... so yea, get rid of some players n bring in new n creative players... bring in another big name to persuade Torres to stay lah... then we can be a force again... we'll romp the EPL n the Europa League n the FA Cup n the League Cup... woohoo!!!...

anyways, i went for my 1st Understanding Sports Media classes yesterday n 2day... i must say, i'm pleasantly surprise... the tutor/lecturer is an American lady who's really quite funny n the course is interesting... but the interesting part is oso the tedious part... i have to read the sports news EVERYDAY!!!... i mean, u ask me read football... i mean, soccer news n basketball news i can lah... F1 news oso i like but half of the sports in Australia involves AFL wan... damn sien lah... - -' denggg... but yea, its still interesting nonetheless... n we have excursions n special speakers for the course n all... n no exams... final assignment is due on the final day of the semester itself... awesome... but yea, 1 thing i worry now is my tute mates... only me n another Chinese (i think) boy r the Asian kids in the class n only got 1 girl... the others r all huge locals... n i mean HUGE... 1 even looks like some Lithuanian boxer lor... he seriously gives me tht impression...

then got another fella looks like Torres... i kid u not... so alike man... but of course Torres still more yeng than him lah... but yea, they look very stuck up lah which is worrying me cos we have 2 group assignments n i wouldnt wan to be with some1 who's arrogant lah... i hope i get the other Asian kid... not so intimidating... hmmm, the more reason y i needa buff up over the semester... nvm, start'd Sunday nite n atm, everything is going fine... havent throw in the towel yet... thts y my arms damn paining now... t-emo... T.T

bla bla bla... so 2morrow's my last class for the week... yup, got a 3-day week only... actually, its only 2 n half day lah... Monday n Tuesday pack'd n Wednesday until 1130... Thursday n Friday off... i don noe whether thts a good thing anot lah... imo, its good n bad... bad cos i cramp everything in 2 days... good cos i have 2 off days... bad cos i will not use those 2 days wisely... good cos in desperate times, at least i have 2 FULL days to complete my work... bad cos my transportation fee is 100AUD for 1 month n i'm only going for 3-4days a week... good cos i don have to travel so much into the city for only a few hours...

haih, see my problems... anyways... so far all the classes have been relatively good n i 2morrow i got my I/M 2 tute n this is the course i dread most... but i'm hoping for a slightly easier time this semester cos my tutor is quite a mellow n frenly fella... but really, i just wanna do my work lah... i oso hope i will have some old faces in this class... we'll see how it goes... well, thts tht lah... cant wait for the week to end... which is 2morrow 1130... muahahaha... yea, laughing for now... come assignment due dates... puu... T.T but its good, then on Thursday n Friday i can jog... i'll just keep telling myself tht i'll jog... SHUT UP!!!... DON JUDGE ME!!!...

21... doesnt feel like it tho...

2010-07-25T19:29:00.002+08:00

so i'm alredy 21... thts supposedly massive n i do believe it is lah... i just, u noe, not letting it get to me... i mean, i'm still the same fella lah... well, anyways, its been quite a good b'day lah... on Thursday went for dinner with the gang... was supposedly a surprise until Natty came late n sorta spoil'd it... i say sorta bcos i kinda had a feeling it was a dinner for me lah... nonetheless ppl, thanks so much for everything, really... its been great noeing u n i hope we'll continue the way we r or better if possible... n thanks for the tie (u all noe who u r)...

then on Friday, after church meeting, my church frens again celebrated with me with another surprise... hahaha, tht was really unexpect'd lah... i thought it was just a normal supper gathering... manatau, the cake came out... hahaha... so yea, thanks for tht too... n then after tht spent somore time with the gang... tht was pretty good too lah... had fun... thanks again... was suppose to have breakfast with them the nxt morning which is my b'day but i think every1 was too tired to get out of bed anyways...

then for lunch, went out with the cousins for some noodles... tht was good fun too... always laughing with them... n they're coming down to Melbourne end of August... nicee... i always believe if ppl come visit every now n then, the time passes alot faster n b4 u noe it, summer holidays!!!... haahha... but back to my b'day... so yea, after tht was packing time alredy... emo... after dinner, drove to Amir's place to give him back his phone n he got me a beanie... awww, man... *shucks* i love u!!!...

after tht short moment of bromance, went home to get my luggage n went to the airport alredy... haih... the whole journey back was thinking of stuff lah... which is y the post below came to be... damn me n my mind... - - but yea, regardless, its been a blast n hopefully this semester wont be as hard as i think it will be... i need frens lah... *hint hint* bla bla bla, ocay lah... i needa shower n go to bed... got UNI 2morrow... cis...

the mind is the enemy...

2010-07-25T00:04:00.004+08:00

u noe, i think i over think alot of stuff... sometimes when something doesnt go according to how i assume it would, i tend to think of every possibilities of y it doesnt go as i plan'd n some of the reasons tht formulates in my head, well, its not very relieving... i don noe, man... i see something happening n i can interpret it to something so absurd n unrelated tht i freak myself out for no reason... thing is, thinking from another point of view, its not tht irrelevant n absurd... there's the possibility there...

n thts y i'm always freaking out... i mean, i don show myself freak out of course, i wouldnt want to cause a commotion or make a big deal out of it but the thought will continue to nag me all day long n sometimes even weeks b4 i can tune myself out of it... worse still is tht sometimes it comes back to freak me out again... they're thoughts man... u cant 4get them, its just surpress'd thts all... something significant to tht thought can immediately bring it up again... n then, here we go again... which is y i always complain bout the past... actually come to think of it, it doesnt freak me out, it pisses me off... hence, i'm piss'd at something tht is possibly untrue... wth...

i'm not saying tht my past is bad but crappy stuff has happen'd b4 n its these crappy stuff thts always causing me to freak out... n when i'm in tht mode, i tend to feel uncomfortable n i get agitated very easily by the ppl ard me or the surrounding... even the smallest of issue, i can make a great deal out of it... in my head, i mean... which is y i believe tht the mind is sometimes our greatest enemy... the mind is the faculty which enables us to think n feel, according to Reader's Digest Dictionary... ideas grow, even Inception agrees... it doesnt necessarily mean its good or bad but it definitely grows n wat it grows in to is wat gets me all riled up... bcos i noe, as hard to believe tht it can be tru, there is still the possibility tht it will come tru or worse, its alredy happening...

like just the other day, something happen'd n at 1st it didnt seem significant at all... normal... but me being me, i had to think bout it n i over think it... i complicate matters in my head n now i just cant stop thinking, "hey, wat if its happening..." ... it scares me u noe... then i'd think a little more to try n debunk my earlier thoughts... sometimes it works but sometimes it doesnt cos the possibility is still there... which means i cant anything FOR SURE... of course, there's a silver lining to all these bullcrap...

as i've said, the mind allows us to think... so we're capable of thinking of the better instead of the bad, u see... so sometimes i do find some comfort n calm down... sometimes i just need to tell myself tht i'm thinking too much... yr reasoning is too far fetch'd... don let yr mind run rampant... n sometimes, there r others to bring u back down to Earth n loosen u up... haih, i don noe lah... sometimes i just gotta sit back n relax n not think to deep into something... but its hard when i get so paranoid easily... n thinking of the worst is like 2nd nature to me... n the thought of it possibly happening (cos i can erase the probability) is a nitemare i tell u...

sometimes i just wanna brace myself for the worst u noe... so i try to think of the worst in order to prepare myself... but doing so always leaves me either piss'd or sad n i stop thinking rite there... havent even reach the stage of debunking it... y???... again, the probability is always there, which means i cant say it wont happen... hmmm, mayb i just have to trust the REAL things i noe to be for real n tru... mayb tht'll help me think less into it... but i don noe, if it were really tht simple, i wouldnt feel crap so often... hmmm, i needa sleep... n not let my mind run astray n cos havoc... ARGHHH!

black jack...

2010-07-23T04:55:00.002+08:00

yes, in about a day's time i'll be 21... jeng jeng jeng... yea, kinda old alredy but no biggy lah... i'm sure everything will be the same as always... not tht thts a bad thing cos familiarity is always good... anyways, so Rianne n all decided to throw me a surprise party earlier 2nite n it almost work'd... until Nat spoil'd the whole thing by wishing me Happy Birthday... ahahaha... tht was funny... epic fail...

but yea, Mel n Rianne plan'd everything pretty good n the cake n tie which was for me, they bought it when i was with them... so yea, either i'm really really blurr or they're really really good... i believe i'm blurr... anyways, we had Thai n it wasnt tht bad... a bit pricey tho... anyways, so yea, tht was tht lah... it was a good nite... reminisce on old times... think about turning 21... Amir got a bit emotional... hahahaha... every1 smiling with the "after all this time, we're still frens..." smile... Eric saying his favourite statement... it was awesome...

so yea, thanks guys... had a nice pre-21... thanks for planning n hopefully every1 will have a good 21 too... i love u all... thanks...

(will post pics as soon as possible)

well said...

2010-07-10T22:07:00.002+08:00

amidst all the Miami Heat Awesome 3-some, this didnt fail to slip my site n indeed how tru...

"This arguably is the best trio ever to play the game of basketball," proclaimed Wade.

That, of course, might be news to Russell, Cousy and Jones or West, Baylor and Chamberlain or Magic, Kareem and Worthy or Bird, McHale and Parish or Michael Jordan and any two guys off the street.

hahahha...

sports update...

2010-07-10T13:31:00.003+08:00

Liverpool is still where they r since Hodgson's arrival n the only piece of good news is tht Milan Jovanovic has sign'd a 3-year deal alredy... Torres n Gerrard r still in talks lah... personally, as i've mention'd over n over again, i would prefer them to stay but if they wanna leave, at least get a minimum of 80Million from they're sales man... n with tht 80Million pls bring in superstars...

Hodgson has said tht he intends to bring in more English talent n he's in talks to bring Ashley Young n James Milner from Aston Villa, Steven Taylor from Newcastle n Joe Cole unemploy'd... well, if he manages to do tht, i will applaud him bcos i think they're all good addition... of course, i would oso still like to see some foreign talents like Navas or Capel or Mata lah... but we'll find out soon enough i guess...

World Cup is coming to an end n its a Spain-Netherlands showdown which i believe is gonna be explosively awesome... key players to watch for the Dutch is Wesley Sneijder of course n oso Arjen Robben n Dirk Kuyt... for Spain its gonna be David Villa, Andres Iniesta n i'm banking on Fernando Torres to get his 1st goal n possibly the winning goal... my take is Spain to win 2-1 n Paul the octopus says so too... just letting u all noe tht fact as well, altho, take my word, i don believe it... its pure bullshit lah...

n now rounding up the NBA news...

LeBron James n Chris Bosh have moved to the Miami Heat to join Dwyane Wade to form 1 of the best teams in NBA history...

Ama're has sign'd with the New York Knicks to start his own era over there... i think he was thinking bout the money bcos i compared to other teams, i think the Knicks r still underdeveloped... but u gotta start somewhere rite???...

Carlos Boozer has sign'd with the Chicago Bulls to join Joakim Noah n Derrick Rose to form their own trio which could be a strong contender too... c'mon Bulls!!!...

2 big men from the West r now in the East, Carlos Boozer n Ama're Stoudamire... Eastern All-Stars line-up... Derrick Rose (PG), Dwyane Wade (SG), LeBron James (SF), Chris Bosh (PF), Ama're Stoudamire (C)... coolios...

Real Madrid in NBA... hmmm, Florentino Perez must be in town...

2010-07-10T10:12:00.006+08:00

looks like the Miami Heat is the Real Madrid/Chelsea/Manchester City of the NBA... actually Chelsea not so much anymore... but thts not the point... point is, there's a big gun in the NBA alredy... actually its more like a blast... (a Bieber blast???) basically wat happen'd over the last 24 hours or so was tht LeBron James decided to join Chris Bosh n Dwyane Wade at Miami to help himself win a title... or titles should i say...

well, where do i start... i've got mix'd opinions about this actually... but lets start with the bad n end with the good lah, ocay???... so the bad... well, obviously the balance in the NBA lah... clearly there's only gonna be a few teams tht will be able to compete for the title lah, rite anot???... MIAMI HEAT, LA Lakers, Orlando Magic... n those with an outside chance (more than likely losers if they make it to the finals) r San Antonio Spurs who r always contender no matter wat, Dallas Mavericks who managed to keep their stars n possibly the Boston Celtics whom i believe if they work hard enough can push for another season lah...

damn, they look good in a Heat jersey... but then again, they would look good in a Bull jersey too...

Miami Heat is so obvious the top of the NBA n will be for the nxt few seasons for sure... on a personal bad note, i always hated the Celtics bcos they did the same thing back in 2008 n only then were they able to win the NBA title... they brought in Kevin Garnett n Ray Allen (at tht time they were still pretty healthy n less old) to team up with Paul Pierce... thts y i nvr really liked the fact tht they were crown champions... i thought Lakers were the tru champions n they r the tru chapions still considering Kobe only has 1 real superstar to help him (Pau Gasol) n a host of solid role players... n i like tht, i think thts a tru championship team, just like the Miami Heat in 2006, with only Shaq n Wade as their stars with a few other solid veterans...

adding Bosh n James will only drop Wade's status as the NBA face in Miami n i don particularly like tht bcos i like Wade... if it was only Bosh, still can but James will overshadow anything n everything lah... but then again, i'm not in South Beach, so i wouldnt noe lah... but back to balance... i wouldve loved to see any1 of these 3 players join Carlos Boozer in Chicago with the Bulls... i'm not a particular fan of Boozer but he would be a good addition to the Bulls n i mite slowly like him u noe... but yea, i wouldve liked to see some1 of the 3 in Chicago or at least with Boozer... then the there's still some balance... then Chicago would be damn chun... but regardless, the Bulls look good- Derrick Rose (PG), Some1 (SG), Luol Deng (SF), Carlos Boozer (PF), Joakim Noah (C) n Taj Gibson as our supersub... of course, i would still like a good shooter to join Boozer lah, like Michael Redd (if he's healthy) or even Tracy McGrady (can be his last stop to try for a push, just don ask for too much)... simultaneously, i'm oso a little glad tht a not-too-big-name join'd the club bcos i wan the club to focus on Derrick Rose n bringing in 1 of the top 5 free agents mite cos his rise u see... so yea, c'mon Rose!yep, thts rite... thts the Jordan-Pippen era...

just had to talk bout the Bulls awhile cos i love them too... so yea, back to the Heat n back to my earlier point... i was a hater of the Celtics bcos of they way they assemble the championship team u see, n thts exactly wat the Heat r doing, except they're the Heat n i like tht, therefore i'm ONLY a LITTLE annoy'd but annoy'd nonetheless... n thts exactly y i'm supporting the Bulls even more, cos they're building from the bottom up n lets hope the Rose era would be rosy... but lets not take away the heat from the Heat... Pat Riley did an amazing job n any team wouldve done the same... both the Bulls n Knicks were oso trying to lure a couple big names too... so no 1 can complain bout the Heat... they had the means to pull this off n they did... credit to them...

for Dwyane Wade, i'm so happy he's staying bcos i think he's awesome in every way n he'll still be my top player in the NBA n i think he'll remain the Heat's fan's no.1 regardless of LeBron bcos he's the face of the organization u noe n if the Heat fans r anything like Liverpool fans with Steven Gerrard (i hope they r) they'll appreciate their face player... as for Chris Bosh, i was delight'd with his arrival altho i wouldnt mind if he had join'd the Bulls but nonetheless, he's a massive addition in defense imo... then for LeBron James, well, lets just say he made a decision tht can be intepreted in many ways... but i honestly think he made the choice based on his future n career n i don see any wrong in tht... of course, he would be scrutinized as a player who didnt build his own dynasty like Jordan or Magic or Bird but he feel he has redeem'd himself by not choosing money or anything else above winning championships...

oso, as a fan, i hate to see my favourite players leave (like Luis Garcia left Liverpool) but the Cavs didnt do much in retrospect rite???... so u cant blame him for living... with Mike Jordan, u could see the improvement each year since his rookie year n they came really close ard the 88-89 n 89-90 season... so there's a reason to stay on but the Cavs, c'mon, they couldnt even beat an aged n under performing Celtics... n if u could play with some of the best players in the NBA, wouldnt u???... like Xabi Alonso, he left Liverpool to play for a more successful club in Real Madrid (kills me to admit tht) n oso be part of a superstar team as a superstar yrself... i don believe the Cavs did anything to try n bring in any of the top free agents rite???... they brought in Antawn Jamison but thts it... c'mon, thts not enough... so yea, i wont blame James for leaving n all the best...

as for the other news, yea, Boozer went to the Bulls lah, so did Kyle Korver... hopefully they can add another shooter in there n hopefully Boozer-Noah-Rose can form their own formidable crew... Ama're Stoudamire join'd the Knicks too which i think is a good move for them regardless of the styx they're getting cos Mike D'Antoni work'd with him b4 n i think he'll do well there... wats more important is another shift of power to the East from the West... when Kevin Garnett went to Boston, every1 was making noise about tht n ritely so but this time... hmmm, its even more massive... Carlos Boozer n Ama're Stoudamire, man... n i think there r a few more other there lah... coolness...i don think he'll look good in a Bull jersey but who cares...

quickie...

2010-07-01T21:43:00.002+08:00

so this is wat has been happening...

Football

- Roy Hodgson is Liverpool's manager. Personally i wouldve liked to see King Kenny taking over but Hodgson isnt all tht bad either... so looking 4ward to the coming season...

- Due to Hodgson's appointment, Clint Dempsey, Brede Hangeland, Danny Murphy r all rumor'd to be on Liverpool's list... interesting ehhh, especially Danny Murphy... hehehe...

- Milan Jovanovic is coming to Liverpool regardless of Benitez's dismissal...

- Javier Marscherano (25-30Million) n Yossi Benayoun (6Million) is about to leave Anfield... good bcos then we'll have cash to buy new players...

- Van der Vaart, Gilberto Silva r both rumor'd to be on Liverpool's list as well... not bad signings... got experience...

- David Silva has agreed to join Man City... i don like this piece of news but wat to do...

NBA

- Free Agency has start'd... LeBron James, Dwyane Wade, Chris Bosh, Amare Stoudamire, Joe Johnson n a whole host of superstars r on the market...

- Miami, Chicago, New York r just the few teams capable of bringing in at least 2 superstars to bolster their team...

thts about all... i don wanna rant even more about NBA cos i did tht alredy... until any other big sporting news, thts all from me...

its just a wee bit difficult...

2010-07-01T04:03:00.002+08:00

try as u may, i believe tht there r certain stuff tht u just cant let go or 4get or move on from... perhaps the only way to do so is literally remove all activities or contact associated to it... n even so, it has to be for a really really long time b4 u see some sort of effect... of course, it can be argued tht these r the things tht shape who we r 2day... we're remind'd of it every now n then so tht we do not do anything similar...

at the moment, i do feel as tho i'm alot more lax'd... over the last few years i think i've been in a ditch or something lah... noe wat i mean???... as tho everything is against me n i have to climb a moutain everyday... ocay fine, so mayB i still feel kinda crap occasionally, but its a huge improvement from previous years lah... plus, who doesnt have an off day or 2 rite???... the point is tht u don let it deter or discourage u... i think now i'm capable of look at things i previously had distasteful memories of with a smile n just walk away or tell myself tht everything's gonna be alrite...

of course, like i said, u do think back once in awhile... like me, i always think of things tht couldve been very different if i had done something else instead... but now, i'm oso able to say to myself tht wat i have rite now is good enough for me n i shouldnt ask for more... i mean, i couldve gotten more, but similarly, i couldve been worse off... of course, the ppl ard me made it simpler too u noe... sometimes they don even need to say anything... i just look at them n us n i tell myself, would u really give this up for something tht couldve gone either way???... the fact tht it went a certain way (which led to current events) in the 1st place back then n still end'd up here is alredy a blessing...

reminiscing, flashbacking, etc- they happen all the time n will continue to happen n we will continue thinking bout the past... but using past experience as a guide n living in the past is 2 different things, clearly, duhhh...

ocay, i'm lost n i 4gotten wat i initially want'd to say... but u get me lah... watever u do tht concerns the past, as long as u can NOW look at it n smile, means u're doing excellent alredy...

could have...

2010-06-21T04:58:00.002+08:00

remember how i say tht i spend a long time in the showers bcos i'm always doing my thinking while i bathe???... cos i like the water hitting me???... therapeutic n wat not... well, i had 1 of those a few nites ago n i start'd thinking of the something i've thought over n over again n nvr seem to get bored or enjoy for tht matter... the COULD HAVEs...

most of u all would noe tht i'm a low profile kinda guy... VERY low profile in fact... i mean i don club... tht basically robs me of half of wat is supposedly 2day's means of socializing for society ard my age... i mean i noe i can club but i don want to cos i just don... my point here is tht, when i look ard n the things thts happening ard me, happening to ppl i love, ppl i care, ppl i noe, ppl i barely noe, n random ppl, n i think to myself, be it good or bad, "gee, tht couldve easily been me rite there..." (i'm using socialising as my example bcos humans r prolly the strongest influence on other human... my opinion at least...)

i look ard n then i start thinking to myself, how did all these ppl get to where they r currently (again, its neither good nor bad ocay)... perhaps from their family, or their frens, or their high skool life or something... then i start thinking, "man, wat if i had grown up in a skru'd up family or a super strict disciplined family, or if i pick'd up smoking, or dated girls, or studied a little harder, or bullied more... wht would be of me now, man?"... i think of myself 2day n my past few years ago... i look at events tht happen'd in high skool... "y didnt i do it? y didnt i realize it even after realizing it? things couldve been different... things couldve been more favorable to u had u try..." ... n here u have me thinking about the things tht i sorta kinda regret now not doing it then...

then i think a bit more bout my religion n things like tht... wow, with all the outside influence, i couldve easily been attract'd to other stuff... do u noe, my bro n i went to Sunday Skool since July/August 1998 like tht n out of those who were there at tht time, only the both of us continued going for the nxt 12 years, until now, n tht cover'd our salvation moments n oso our baptism, our graduation from high skool, college life, uni life, moving to Australia, n so much more... my point again, had all these mite not had happen if say, i decided to continue lion dance or go for a Muslim or Hindu girl (no offense of any kind, honest)...

as a christian, i believe tht God has a plan for every1 of us n wat i'm saying is tht this life tht i've been bless'd with couldve easily been some1 else's life n mine couldve been plagued with cigarettes, alcohol, gambling... yes, i'm partly insinuating things... hehehe... u all get wat i mean, don u???... yea, i'm sure ya'll do... u all sure think of the could haves every now n then, i'm sure... like, wat if i had push'd to go UK instead of Australia???... wat couldve been of me rite now man???... i mite have bcome a goth or transvestite or buff... likewise, my high skool life again, n i have to emphasize high skool bcos its the most significant years of our lives, rite???... high skool seem very simple n fun now but at tht time, it was pretty difficult for us sometimes, i'm sure... we had to make decisions n all n now thinking back, all the choices had their own consequences... u noe the consequence of yr choice then, wat u r 2day... but it couldve easily been different if u made a different decision... u want'd to do something but u back'd out then n here u r 2day... u think back, wat if i didnt back out???... things couldve been much simpler...

of course, to console yrself, u can always say, "it couldve been worse." ... see, u still use the phrase could have... like many of u out there, i'm sure, i wouldnt wanna change anything now seeing where i am 2day, i'm happy with wat has happen'd n could happen but there's always the nagging thought of things POSSIBLY being better had u done things differently... mayB better then n not presently but u still wouldve n couldve gone thru something good at tht point of time...

i'm gonna leave this as it is... let u all personally finish this post by yrself based on yr knowledge n experience... mayB u all could post the ending under the comments section...

end of the road... close enough...

2010-06-19T04:55:00.002+08:00

England's World Cup campaign is about to end really soon... they just drew with Algeria, a team they shouldve beaten comprehensively but instead end'd 0-0... yes, didnt even score 1 goal... wasted another 2hrs of my time... i don noe wat to say lah... this World Cup has been disappointing lah... there were so much hype about it but its not living to expectations... Germany oso lost earlier... something is wrong lah...

back to England... the biggest disappointment of this tourney is prolly Wayne Rooney... every1 was saying he's gonna be 1 to watch in this World Cup along with Messi... obviously he's too useless to live up to tht... seriously man, its so frustrating to be an England fan... u wan to support them so badly but they let u down everytime... not just Rooney... John Terry, Frank Lampard, Gareth Barry, Emile Heskey, Glen Johnson... the whole team except Gerrard wasnt playing lah... even Gerrard was off like crapp...

now the HAVE win against Slovenia which, on paper seems pretty achievable but after 2 games, i really doubt they'll beat them... then Algeria will have to help us draw or beat the US of A... alternately, if we draw, then Algeria n USA MUST draw n hopefully, England has a better score rate or something... everything is down to mathematics alredy, which shouldnt be the case bcos England were clear cut favourites to top the group... but they come produce a France-like performances n disappoint every1... n here they're always complaining tht the England fans don back them... its so hard man... they pay like thousands to go over to SA to watch them play n they give them such games... its a WASTE of everything...

atm, they still have a chance to top the group n seriously hope they do bcos if they get 2nd spot, yes, they still qualify for the nxt round but tht means they'll be facing Germany (most likely to top Group D despite their lost earlier) n they wouldnt wan tht bcos they'll confirm get knock'd out... at least make it to the Quarterfinals lah, for crying out loud...

i partially blame Capello bcos of the subs he's been using... Heskey hasnt done much honestly, apart from the assist in the 1st game to help Gerrard score... thts bout it... i wouldve put Defoe in a century ago man... then Rooney, no need to say, disappointment... Gareth Barry play'd awfully n i wouldve sub'd him out during halftime with either Wright-Phillips or Cole man... Aron Lennon was trying to much imo, n shouldve been sub'd out a long time ago as well... but having said tht, i wont blame Capello much, after all, he did help England cruise thru the qualifying round without a lost n oso thrashing Ukraine n Croatia who r, imo, about as good as the Americans... if i were to blame any1, i'd blame the entire team except the keeper, Gerrard, n Ashley Cole... every1 else was a disappointment... actually, disappointment is an understatement...

they werent playing as a unit man... all passing like crap... all wanna do the impossible passes n flicks when they can easily just tap the ball to their teammates... all playing long passes... all crossing the ball like they nvr play football b4... n worst of all, they're not even hustling or fighting for the ball... Rooney at 1 point oso sorta gave up which is terrible mentality man... until the captain gives up, no 1 is allow'd to give up man... for some1 as professional as he is, he really is very unprofessional...

i can go on n on about everything wrong with England but i'm too tired bcos i stay'd up until 430am to watch their game, only to be disappoint'd to the extend tht ive alredy given up hope on them... even the Eriksson team play'd better man... at least they scored a few goals... all these players play so well for their clubs but when come to their country they play like Malaysians, disoriented, sixes n sevens, half a bucket full, aimlessly, kicking n screaming...

bottom line... England blows... World Cup 2010 blows... biggest disappointment in sports history...

blah lah...

2010-06-18T04:27:00.003+08:00

here's some football updates... Mexico just beat France 2-0 n tht is scaring me bcos it means England could very well lose to Algeria 2morrow nite... altho i highly doubt tht will happen but u nvr noe... gulp... but i'm sure they'll pull thru, with more than 2 goals too... the other shocker is Switzerland beating Spain last nite... i tell u, wasted my time only... - -' Spain really disappointing lah... play all the lousy players n not Fabregas... bodo...

anyways, in Liverpool, this have been going on too... in terms of the new manager, it is still undecided but it seems tht Kenny Dalglish n Roy Hodgson is the 2 top managers in frame... personally i would like to see King Kenny have a shot at it bcos i think his knowledge of Liverpool would come in handy... tht being said, i wouldnt mind Hodgson too lah, altho i'm sure Liverpool can find some1 better... no offense to Hodgson fans out there...

in terms of players, Masrcherano n Benayoun r the 2 top players certain to leave alredy... i mean, there still arent any offers for them lah but by the looks of it they're prolly gonna leave soon... i'm not too bum'd bout it bcos like Carragher said lah, if u're not happy, leave, we don need u, we can always replace u... plus, with the sales of these 2 players, we can easily get 35-40million... we can do wonders with tht man, namely Juan Mata or David Silva or Rafael Van der Vaart...

other players likely to leave r Babel, Degen, n Riera... again, i wouldnt mind seeing them leave n give some space to some english blood... from these 3 we can get ard 18-20million too... with tht money, i really think we should get some of the report'd names we wanna get lah, like Ever Banega from Valencia n Danny Wilson from Rangers even better Jesus Navas from Sevilla... other players i'd like to see leave is Lucas, N'Gog, n Itandje lah... again, from here we can get easily another 15-20million... perhaps with tht we should get some1 like Philippe Lahm from Bayern Munich lah, or Bastien Schweinsteiger oso from the same team... awesome... then get Vincent Enyeama, the Nigerian goalkeeper, he good lah... we need replacement for Cavalieri anyways... oso bring in Joe Cole n Michael Ballack from Chelsea... we need them badly...

moving on to other sports... the Lakers n Celtics have play'd until game 7... n tht game will be play'd in a matter of hours... its gonna be an awesome game... i hope its a tight wan which the Lakers would eventually prevail... not tht i like them very much, but i rather them than Celtics lah... Celtics r a bunch of arrogant jacks... only Ray Allen is the good 1... so yea, go Lakers... moving on to the free agency... i cant wait... Wade, James, Bosh, Nowitzki, Boozer, Johnson, Stoudamire... foooh, its gonna be interesting... hopefully the Miami Heat n Chicago Bulls would pull some awesome deals... i'm looking to Wade n James staying at their respective teams now but the others to move on...

for the Heat, i really hope they bring in some like Nowitzki or Bosh or Stoudamire... give Wade some1 big to work with, tht'll be awesome, i bet... they definitely need a scorer n Nowitzki, Stoudamire n Bosh r scorers who can impose a large presence in the paint somore... so thts good... even better if they can pull of a large coup n a medium size coup bcos they have tht much salary cap to spend n thts good... as for the Bulls, i think they need a scorer... so Joe Johnson would come in handy really... they alredy have a good big man in Joakim Noah... they have the perfect point guard in Derrick Rose... all they need now is a shooter so Johnson is a good fit... as much as i dislike Richard Jefferson, if the Bulls can somehow bring him in as well tht'll be even better... regardless of my hate 2wards him, Jefferson is a decent player... so with him in the small forward position, the Bulls can be a strong team again... this is a risk, but if they wan, they can try for Amare Stoudamire (i always feel with him, its a risk) oso... then they can have 2 big men... David Robinson n Tim Duncan proved tht its possible... of course, Amare is a very different person from The Twin Towers, have to admit tht... oh well, who noes... this is just me...

i have all these analytical points going thru my head over the last few weeks... ocay, fine, mayb its not very comprehensive or wat, but it does make some general sense rite???... Liverpool, Heat, n Bulls must do good business over the summer n bring their clubs up to top notch once again...

ahhh, modified...

2010-06-15T01:48:00.002+08:00

decided it was about time i change my layout n template... have been using the blue one for the last couple of years... finally took the time to change it n boy did i take my time... almost 2hrs just figuring out which is nice n have 3 columns... so here u go... my new outlook... of course, this is subject'd to change lah... will keep this for a few days 1st, see whether it is pleasant to the eye anot...

anyways, World Cup start'd alredy... i must say, there's 2 ways of looking at it... either the teams r bcoming lousier or every team improved like shit bcos the scoreline, apart from the Germany-Australia game, has been pretty boring... really really boring... its either the strikers suck or the defenders r chun... take yr pick, i think its both...

supporting England, Germany n Spain as ive said... England's game wasnt very convincing altho there were flashes of the greatness of the team n Gerrard as the captain has been more than fantastic... only a Liverpool can... anyways, so yea, hope they'll pick up the pace over the nxt 2 games... as for Germany's game, it was a bittersweet event bcos i like Germany n oso Australia... so to win 4-0 is awesome, proves tht Germany is a good team even tho their players arent big superstars... but to lose 4-0, thts kinda sucky since Australia has a decent team... anyways, then Spain hasnt play'd yet, so yea, gonna wait n see wat happens in their game...

bla bla bla, have been back in KL for a few days now... the weather still baffles me even tho ive been living here for the last 18 years b4 i went to Melbourne... on the up side, ive been given the privilege of driving the BMWs for the past few days n for the nxt few as well... coolios... so yea, tht alone covers the weather issue... have been hanging out with my frens too, altho over the weekend not so much... trying to balance my act u noe... apart from tht, everything else has been pretty good... oh, except my lala hair cut which i got 2day... - -' gonna get rid of it 2morrow... asap!...

so yea, nothing much bsides all tht... will see wat happens 2morrow... toodles...

Chuck...

2010-06-04T23:45:00.006+08:00

Chuck is awesome... i'm putting it on par with Psych... i think both shows have a lot in common n both shows somehow manages to mix comedy, action, n suspense very well... but this post is bout Chuck...

so the story is bout Chuck, play'd by Zachary Levi, who one nite opens a file sent by his former Stanford buddy who turns out to be a CIA spy. this file contains alot of images n these images r embedded with information n stuff bout the government n all tht jazz... so now he's the main weapon n he has 2 agents to guide him...
Zachary Levi is awesome... or mayb its just the way his character is... but u gotta be good to play the character well n believable rite???... n he does tht... so good... n he can sing too just so u noe...

thts him with Katharine McPhee ocay... he's like Dule Hill from Psych... can sing wan...

Joshua Gomez plays Chuck's bestfren, Morgan... aat the beginning, he's very annoying but after awhile he becomes very likable... really, these 2 r as good as the 2 in Psych... chemistry is damn awesome...

Adam Baldwin plays Colonel John Casey who's 1 of the 2 secret agents assign'd to protect n guide him... at the beginning he very serious n all wan but as the season went, he bcomes alot funnier n lovely yet maintaining his "I'M A MAN" attributes... he really is BUFF dude man... n he has this growl which he does very often, n its hilarious...

this pic here was taken to use as part of the settings in one of the Chuck episodes where they both play a married couple n this is 1 of the hse pic... i put this pick for the dog only... so cute... thts like Tiny with longer fur... really really longer fur...

the lead lady, Yvonne Strahovski... she's Australian mate! i tell u, the Aussies r taking over Hollywood... i kid u not... anyways, her character Sarah Walker is damn awesome... she's the other agent assign'd to protect Chuck n would eventually get 2gether with him... she n Zachary Levi, super chemistry... i must say, even better than alot of couples on TV... n Eric, here u have a Sydney born person who can speak super fluent American accent...

albeit Yvonne Strahovski is really hot, i think Sarah Lancaster who plays the role of Ellie, Chucks older sister, is even chunner... i think i really have a thing for slightly chubbier chics lah... not those supermodel kinda size u noe, i don like tht... i like mine a bit fitter n fleshier n Sarah Lancaster is like tht... hmmm... wat i tell ya... chun rite she...

ocay, the topless dude is Ryan McPartlin who plays Devon aka Captain Awesome, Ellie's boyfren-then-husband... he's nicknamed Captain Awesome in the series bcos he is awesome... he this super fit, super athletic, super cool dude... n he's a doctor too... i mean, wat else can i say, get out of the way McDreamy, McSteamy or watever...

here we have Kristin Kreuk who guest starr'd in 4 episodes n i must admit, i liked her character... or rather, i liked her... she damn hot wehhh... not like the crappy Smallville period anymore... now damn chun... too bad her character didnt stay longer...

Rachel Bilson oso appear'd in 2 episodes... ahhh, she's damn hot n her character not as annoying as Summer from The OC...

n finally Jordana Brewster had 4 episodes too... she play'd Jill, Chuck's ex from Stanford... she is oso a spy but against Chuck wan... so yea, i emo... but she damn pretty lah... i see her in Chuck i damn happy... haaha... ocay lah, the casting crew must be given props cos all these girls in this entry, except Sarah Lancaster's character obviously, got 2gether with Chuck n they all look so couply with Zachary Levi lor... the chemistry damn awesome... damn, i wanna be Zachary Levi for a day lor...

so yea, Chuck is definitely a must see in my opinion... as good as Psych... i would really like to see a collaboration with Psych lor... tht'd be so cool... both r set in California too wert... then we can see the intersect up against Shawn's wits n insanely observant nature... can make it like a 2hr episode, the 1st hour air it under Chuck n the 2nd one under Psych... so awesome man!!!...

adios, senoir Benitez... we will miss u...

2010-06-04T22:06:00.002+08:00

haih, so its a done deal... Rafa has finally left Anfield... news broke out yesterday n let me tell u... it wasnt good considering i was kinda rushing to hand in my assignment... i'm feeling kinda bittersweet about it lah... as bad as last season was, he has brought many fond memories too... UCL... FA Cup... beating MU n Chelsea home n away last season... so many good ones...

well, news is tht he's going to Inter Milan now... n i'm sure he'll do wonders over there, plus Inter is a pretty awesome team... from now on, i'll keep a little eye on Inter alredy... n with tht, ends the Rafalution at Liverpool... wonder how thts gonna affect the Spanish players in the team n future prospects... haihhh, its gonna be a LOOONG summer for Liverpool...

now to the names being thrown ard... so many i tell u... SO MANY!!!... here's r the few names to look out for... Manuel Pallegrini who managed Real Madrid the season which just end'd... got 2nd place n only a couple of points or so away from Barcelona... not bad not bad... Guus Hiddink is of course my choice n i'm sure every1 would wanna see him at Liverpool... his club n country record speaks for itself...

Martin O'Neill from Aston Villa is a good candidate oso... altho he hasnt any experience with top class teams, i think he can pull it off... i wouldnt mind seeing him there... Roy Hodgson from Fulham is the likeliest choice atm, cos of wat he has done to Fulham, transforming them into a Europa League finalist... i must say tht i'm not too keen on him but if he does come, i wont make too much a fuss... Harry Redknapp oso link'd, n i wouldnt mind tht too altho i think he's pretty comfortable at Tottenham...

oh well, only time will tell... every morning i'll wake up anxiously for the nxt 2 months... Rafael Benitez, YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!

too much... Chuck... cant pro...cess... GAHHH!!!

2010-05-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

so here's snippets of wats been going on since i last blog...

- Class ended... now in assignment week... got 4 assignments to hand in...

- Falling sick... throat getting itchy which is a sign of ailment... nose is running too, nxt is block'd...

- Have been watching Chuck... i noe, its a wrong time but its so good... Psych still better tho...

- Have been doing interviews the last few days... very annoying...

- Getting just a wee bit excited bout going back...

- Have been downloading series n movies to watch over the break... SAM JACKSON!!!...

- Went on for my 2nd live radio show... did the paneling again, so no voice of me yet...

- Not getting enough sleep... so going to get some now so tht can get up at 5am to do work... - -'

sports junkie...

2010-05-25T21:39:00.005+08:00

well, not quite, if u compare me to some1 like FY... but i do like to play games every now n then... n i definitely love to watch... 2day i watch'd the Celtics-Magic game on9 with FY n it was awesome... thank goodness Magic won... they now trail the Celtics 3-1 games... so yea, they have to win their remaining 3 games... 2 at home n 1 at Celtics' ground... unfortunately the away game is in between the 2 home games... emo... oh well, i'll be routing my heart out for the Magic...

the main highlite however, was of course my attendance at the Australia vs New Zealand World Cup friendly match last nite at the MCG!!!... awesome man... i mean, the game was quite even lah, even tho Australia shouldve won it comprehensively... they left it in the 93rd minute to win the game lor... at the 90th minute i ask'd my fren if she wanna leave anot, so tht we don get caught in the jam... she said just sit n watch the remainder lah... ocay lor, manatau really scored in the last minute... tht was exciting...

when NZ scored 1st, wahhh, every1 damn behh song at the NZ supporters... then when Australia finally equalized, wahhh... damn awesome... then last minute when they score again even more awesome... will post some videos of the celebrations nxt time... then after tht, the Aussie team walk'd round the pitch n waved at the fans... I FREAKING SAW LUCAS NEILL, man!!!... ocay lah, he's not the biggest star in football but hey, he's a solid n god defender ocay... almost went to Liverpool in fact... i tell u, he's big n buff man... n then i didnt see Kewell, he didnt play... haih, i disappoint'd... i specifically went to watch him actually... oh well... too bad...this is Lucas Neill...
this is like the 3 main faces of Aussie football currently... used to have Mark Viduka as well... but yea, Harry Kewell is prolly the more prominent wan...

ahhh, the classic England vs Australia... swimming they like tht... cricket they like tht... rugby they like tht... football they oso like tht... its basically the sports lah... n overall, i think Australia's winning... woohoo!!!... i wonder basketball how ah???... UK got Luol Deng from Bulls n Australia got Andrew Bogut from Bucks...

anyways, hardly convincing from Aussie's point of view... their defense like Liverpool's, got hole wan... they better fix it... but from NZ's view, wahhh, thts a very spirit boosting match... too bad they lost... but yea, they were pretty solid bhind... so yea, it was a good nite... altho, watching thr highlites, it sound'd alot noisier thru the tv... in the stadium it wasnt tht noisy unfortunately... but still loud enough... got no highlites... sorry...

alrite, done with an Australia match... nxt is a Liverpool match... then after tht a Miami Heat match... Dwyane Wade baby!!!... lets hope i get to watch him b4 he retires lah...

thts y i love this game... so passionate...

this is a really good ad... i like the Kobe Bryant part... should put Steve Nash in as well, he can play man!!!... he has insane football skills... thts y he's in my list of current fav basketball players...

the good, the bad, n the ugly...

2010-05-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

the good...

View more news videos at: http://www.nbcmiami.com/video.

thts y i like Dwyane Wade...

awww, he's gonna be an awesome Heat fan... if he practices enough, he can be a Heat player!

the bad...

oh no... lets hope its not Twilight's doing...

the ugly...

i don noe wat to think... ARGHHHH!!!...

ideal...

2010-05-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

this is how life should be...

8am, get up n get ready... 9am, leave for work... 10am, reach work n start... 6pm, end work n go home... 7pm, reach home n have dinner... 8pm, chill n spend time with family... 11pm, go to bed...

if u're a student...

730am, get up n get ready... 8am, leave for skool... 830am, start skool... 230pm, go home... 3pm, start home work n study... 530pm, go play, have a game of basketball, XBox then go shower b4 dinner... 7pm, have dinner... 8pm, chill n spend time with family... 11pm, go to bed...

now isnt tht just awesome... i believe so... of course, it does sound routinized... but all u have to do is just have fun while u're doing it... or every now n then, go on a holiday or something... take a break... ahhh, thts rite, my theory... for every 6 weeks, on the 7th week, take a Monday off n chill at home... thts just perfect i tell u... but of course, i highly doubt tht'll come tru lah... haihhh...

anyways, yesterday was a pretty productive day actually... quite happy... so my fren n i begin the day having all these problems with our group work... BOTH group work... 1st was the radio show, we didnt have any1 to interview with n then the documentary assignment we were short of 1 busker to interview...

so we decided to walk ard Melbourne to come up with some ideas... after lunch, we decided to go to this charity center to see if we could find some1 to come in for the live interview... anyways, while walking, we finally met the artist busker on the street whom we havent seen for a long time n desperately wanna interview him... God bless really... n the fella was so kind n polite n was willing to do it with us... anyways, after tht we went to the charity center... over there, we were told tht the organiser was on leave n there arent many ppl we can talk to but they were willing to do the radio show for us, just not the coming show... so in a way, thts cover'd lah... God bless again...

so after tht we immediately went back to Bourke Street to catch another busker, who has alredy agreed to do out documentary project, so tht he can come do our live interview for the coming show... n he was oso so helpful... plus he's international, so tht would really help us... awesome... God bless again... then after a long day of searching ppl n getting stuff done, i finally had dinner with my bro n my aunty n uncle from HK who r here for a few days... so yea, we had a magnificent dinner at Laksa King... so good... came back alredy... did a little bit of work n then watch'd a movie n then went to bed...

not bad rite???... the days which u think u'll dread most, every now n then turns out to be a good n productive day... i like tht... n then 2day was a lazy day lah really... hahaha... woke up almost 12 alredy... went for lunch at this super awesome dim sum restaurant at Glen Waverly... then came home for a couple hrs, watch'd Snakes On A Plane again (awesome movie... Sam Jackson, monumental i tell u), then went for dinner at church aunty's place... awesome... n now i'm here blogging... don worry, did a bit of work b4 this...

i hope 2morrow would be better lah... actually, if i stick to my plan, everything will work out fine lah... stupid statement... if every1 follow'd their plans, everything will work for them lah... hahaha... but oh well, lets hope thts the case... i should go to bed... kinda tired... have been out for the most part of the day... 18 MORE DAYS!!!...

drums... DRUMS!!!... who told u it was guitar???!!!...

2010-05-21T14:13:00.002+08:00

so u see guys, learn drums... not guitar... despite his looks back then, FY was alredy kinda smart (u'd figure so... he's from Lick Hung, wat u expect?)... he went for the drums... acquire the skill, work on the looks later... so FY, can u do tht with yr foot???... oh wait, i don suppose yr knee allows u to do tht rite???... HHAHAHA...

anyways, thts 1 of Gemma Arterton's new movie coming out this year, Tamara Drewe... i think its kinda awesome... n she's hot... kinda chubby, the more reason y i like... British girls... haihhh...

Disney Princesses... for the boys...

2010-05-21T07:57:00.004+08:00

here's Disney for u...

this r just the few... click here... i think they're all drawn by J Scott Campbell... i think he's some comic artist lah...

gone with the Fox...

2010-05-20T22:32:00.003+08:00

Megan Fox is out of Transformers 3!!!... LELONG! LELONG!!!... while there were alot of ppl who criticized her acting chops, i'd like to defend her A BIT lah cos i don think she was tht bad in both Transformers films... she did a decent job n i cant wait for Jonah Hex to come out which she's in too... but yea, au revoire , Ms Fox... hope u do well...

anyways, so there's been TONNES of names being thrown ard as to who's gonna takeover her as Shia Labeouf's character's, Sam Witwicky, love interest... well, most of the names being thrown r names of supermodels... n i mean SUPERmodels... they're the best of the best... Miranda Kerr lah... Bar Refaeli lah... Brooklyn Decker lah... Rosie Huntington-Whiteley lah... the non-models r Gemma Arterton lah... Zoe Saldana lah... VANESSA HUDGENS LAH!!!... (if she does get it, she'll outshine Efron by a mile regardless of how crappy she was in the film)... Amber Heard lah... Hayden Panettiere lah... Julianne Hough lah... Ashley Greene lah... n a few others...well, if Michael Bay is looking for some1 with a proper set of acting chops, which i hope he does seriously, i think the 3 best candidate is Gemma Arterton (Clash of the Titans, Quantum of Solace, Prince of Persia), Zoe Saldana (Avatar, Star Trek, The Losers), n Hayden Panettiere (Heroes, I Love You Beth Cooper)... but Michael Bay oso has a nag for Aussies (which i'm kinda proud since i study here) as well, Rachael Taylor in the 1st n Isabel Lucas in the 2nd... so it wouldnt surprise me if he went for Miranda Kerr...if looks is wat he's looking for, then any of the SUPERmodels including Ashley Greene would do great cos they're all h...hhh...hoooo...ho-t....HOT! just click on the img below n u'll noe wat i'm talking bout... trust me, u wont regret guys... @.@ hominah hominah... but all said n done, i'm in a Gemma Arterton mood rite now... yea, got the British thing going on atm... Alice Eve, the Liverpool presenter, Claire Rourke... now Gemma Arterton... so yea, Gemma Arterton FTW!!!... plus, she CAN act... she's leading the chase btw...

i love u too...

2010-05-20T21:47:00.002+08:00

Claire Rourke...
who can stand to not love u with tht sweet, gorgeous face of yrs...she's Liverpool's TV presenter!!!...

i'm NOT leaving on a jetplane...

2010-05-20T21:11:00.003+08:00

so a couple of my uni frens r heading for Newcastle, UK this coming Sept for their 2nd semester... - -' u have no idea how much i envy them rite now... wats worse is tht it couldve so easily been me going as well... the 3 of us thought it'd be cool if we went to UK for an exchange program... we happy happy go collect forms n information...

after 9-10months, i'm the only 1 who didnt even get to hand in his application... emo... T.T i somore thought my parents would be happy n would allow me to go... well, i will nvr noe if their happy anot lah cos i dint even get to hand in anything but based on their reluctance to agree with the program, i think i noe wats the answer lah... oh well...

as much as i hate it, i have to agree with my dad's logic... ppl go to another country for the experience... if u're getting the experience in Melbourne alredy, y do u still need to go over there???... n oso the fact tht i don have to pay rent over here n over here i have more contacts n exchange rate oso not so kau... above all, they're my parents lah, if they don like the idea i cant be a brat n cry rite???... i rather show them tht i can except a no than force my way there n make every1 unhappy... plus, this shows the matured side of me u noe... i can handle it... yea, fine, so i'm complaining here n now, sue me... i'm entitled to a little dissatisfaction ocay... - -'

anyways, all said n done, nothing much i can do... the nxt semester i prolly have to depend on myself alot more n oso on my other not-so-close frens lor... cos the both of them who r leaving r the 2 i contact most if anything i don noe... so yea, its gonna be a hard 15-16weeks i tell ya... hmmm... but yea, i guess its a good chance for me to bond with the "others"... bsides, i believe everything happens for a reason... yes, i'm saying this to console myself but i REALLY do mean it as well... i'm a christian... i believe God has a plan for me... i don count this as bad luck cos there's no luck in the world... yes, it wasnt bad luck tht cos Liverpool the season, it was pure suckiness... so yea, i do believe tht if make do with wat i'm given, i'll be bless'd in different ways... no this is not believing in karma... this is me believing God blesses his children...

so yea, who noes, i mite do big things in the nxt semester... i highly doubt so lah, since i like to keep a low profile in uni (n i mean really really low... some ppl don even see me except in class) but u nvr noe... mayB the blessing will come in the guise of a person (girl?)... ahhhh... thts y... u tak tau, man... well, thts me complaining bout my shot at UK... aiya, at least i'll still be going there for hols lah... well, thts the plan lah... i wanna go there for hols at least... when my mum n sis go Japan, i go UK... nice plan... so yea, its not as bad as not being able to go at all lah...

oh my, wat the hell am i doing blogging... i should either be sleeping or doing work... gahhhh... mafan man... ish!!!...

too interesting not to follow...

2010-05-20T15:32:00.002+08:00

i noe i made a simple update regarding Liverpool earlier but the thing is tht its too interesting not to follow... cos u see, Jamie Carragher, Liverpool's current vice-captain n massive massive Liverpool boy, whom every1 respects n love, has come out n said tht those who r unhappy with Liverpool can leave, we don need them... we can replace them... n i agree!

if Torres, Gerrard, Marscherano, Riera, Benayoun wanna leave, go ahead... i rather have players who wanna play for the team... wats more is tht clubs r willing to offer big money for them... so think of how many other players we can bring in... we can bring in easily 6-7 players the standard of David Silva!!!... c'mon!!!... as much as i wan the main 3 names to stay, n I REALLY REALLY DO, the fact is, if they don wan to stay, we cant force them... they noe how much we want them to stay alredy but if thts not enough, i think its time u leave cos yr doubts r not need'd... its unhealthy for the rest of the team... i believe Stephen Darby n/or Jay Spearing can be just as good a leader as Gerrard is... may not be as talent'd or skillful, but in terms of leadership, i believe so...

selling the Torres, Gerrard, Marscherano can generate nearly 150Million alredy, c'mon... David Silva, Juan Mata, VdV, Tevez, Banega n now i'm thinking Yaya Toure, Otamendi, Jesus Navas, Gonzalo Higuain... wat bout the names i've been mentioning too, James Milner, Ryan Taylor, Joe Cole... damn awesome rite... then bring in Spearing n Darby as the new Liverpool boys...

----------------------- REINA ------------------------

-- JOHNSON -- CARRAGHER -- AGGER -- INSUA --

-------------------- OTAMENDI ---------------------

---- VDV ---------- AQUILANI ----------- COLE ----

--------------------- SILVA -------------------------

--------------------- TEVEZ ------------------------

SUBS: DIDA, SKRTEL, DARBY, SPEARING, MATA, NAVAS, HIGUAIN

u cant tell me tht this team is not talent'd... c'mon... if still not enough, we'd have more than enough money from the sales to bring in somore players... n this r the names i mention only u noe... we can still bring in ppl like Banega, Toure, Milner, Taylor... from the reserves, Nemeth, Kelly, Pacheco, Shelvey, Ayala, Dalla Vale...

see, now u noe y i'm not really against the idea of selling our stars... of course, the biggest problem would be tht we wont be able to bring in some stars bcos we lack the attraction if we sell all our stars... but on the other hand, they can be part of a rebuilding system which includes Benitez n the Valencia players would noe him best rite???...

wow, tht was a good rant... fooohhh...

just got slap'd...

2010-05-20T11:41:00.002+08:00

i got a real beating by assignments... haihhh... well, at the moment the pain is still bearable but i don noe for how long... aihhh... n too think i was so ready for it... oh well, time to pick up the pace even more then... gahhh, annoying... i hate the feeling of noeing something could go wrong altho it almost alwys nvr go tht way but still... scaring the pants out of me...

anyways, simple football update... David Villa is confirm going to Barcelona for 34.2Million.. well, thts better than going to MU or Chelsea of course... now Barcelona targeting Torres for 70Million... i want him to stay but 70Million would be nice if he does decide to leave... we can buy 3 star players with 70Million... Mata, Silva, VdV???... awesome... Man City offering 40Million plus playerS for Gerrard... again, i hope he stays but the offer is a fantastic offer if he's to go... i'd take Tevez n Michael Johnson thank you... n with tht 40Million, another 2 star players... suddenly, the idea of selling Torres n Gerrard doesnt seem so hard to think about anymore... in fact, if the fans can look pass the fact tht they both r the club's image, we can actually rebuild a solid team man...

ocay fine, so mayb thts not the simplest of update but at least i kept it to 1 paragraph... anyways, i think my Alice Eve fever has died down... i mean i still google her every now n then to see if there r any updates but i don drool over her tht much anymore... ahhh, phase is blowing off... bla bla bla, another 3 weeks n i'm going home... well, i'm kinda excited but more pressured bcos it means tht my assignments r due really soon... gasp... n i'm no where near the halfway mark in each of it... oh no... @.@'

i just saw some1 wearing the Adidas Campus which i sorely wan... crapp... looks so awesome... gahhh!!!... i must GET IT!!!... anyways, was FB-ing n i read something Mr Yow, our Form 2 science teacher (the really nice n innocent looking one)... he post'd something about cracking knuckles... apparently scientists have proven tht cracking knuckles doesnt cause arthristis... YAY!!!... there's a whole load of other facts regarding negatives of cracking knuckles but i only care tht it doesnt cos arthristis...

anyways, i should be blogging anymore... class starts in another 20mins... i actually spent 2 hours in the library doing nothing... well, i did do something, look at the library catalogue for more books... gahhh, i hate research essays... backsideness...

weeks of fury...

2010-05-17T22:43:00.003+08:00

its gonna be a long 3 n half weeks... gots my armor (movies n series) n sword (all my books n research sites)... i'm ready to brave thru it... R U???!!!... I'M TALKING TO U, ASSIGNMENTS! R U READY FOR THOMAS YEOH!

who cares bout assignments... pft

2010-05-15T21:46:00.005+08:00

2day was suppose to be a day for me to catch up on some work but instead i spent it away... of course, having said tht, it wasnt spent wastefully, nooo... here's how the day went...

in the morning, i got up at 750am to follow my bro to the car service center... - -' i slept at 330 last nite n got up at 750am... but to be fair, he did warn me b4 hand... so yea, left the car there, took another car from my church fren n used his for the afternoon... nxt we went strolling ard the neighbourhood, waiting for time to pass b4 we go to our other church frens' hse to take some stuff... after tht we went to our frens' place lah, had a coffee then start'd dismantling some beds to be taken to my hse... so yea, now my place got an xtra 2 beds... come ppl, come...

anyways, tht took about 2 hrs???... ard 11ish we decided to go look at cars at the Honda showroom... look'd at all the cars n there's a possibility my bro would be getting a Civic... possibility... base model lah lah... don need all the fancy wat not... discuss'd alot with the dealer, even went for a test drive... bro thinks its pretty good... so we'll see, i MITE get his current car, which i don mind at all... but we'll see... even more of a reason for ppl to come now rite???...this is the Acura model lah, which has the same design as the Civic... its like the Lexus RX350 n the Toyota Harrier... Acura is the higher end of Honda...
this is the Accord Euro which is smaller than the normal 1 we always see but runs slightly faster, well, cos of its smaller size lah... looks cool doesnt it???...
this is their new model, the FCX Clarity... apparently it emits ONLY water... yes, H2O... look'd alot nicer in the brochure...
this is another Acura... design oso the same as the Accord Euro i think...

nxt we went to makan at this new Chinese restaurant... went for dim sum lah n my goodness, was it awesome... so so nice... they have this dish, fried eggplant with fish paste, basically yr yong tau foo dish lah, n it was so so awesome... the food there was really very good, albeit pricey... anyways, after tht, we realize the Toyota showroom was just ard the corner n decided to pay a visit... well, we were disappoint'd... the cars we saw, apart from the Camry, were very, zzz... the Corolla (Altis in KL) was so crap man... i mean, the driver seat n all look'd nice but the back seat doesnt have any leg space man... so cramp'd up compared to the Civic... emo man... then the Yaris (Vios in KL), blehhh... damn disgusting... the Rav 4 look'd nice but was kinda bulky n my bro look'd like a kid in tht car... hahaha...

anyways, after tht, we decided to go look at some Subarus too... or Subies, as they call it here... my goodness, we saw the Impreza n Liberty... so freaking awesome... the Liberty look'd so nice but too bad it was kinda big so it look'd more like a family car... it'll look good if my dad was driving it, not my bro or me, not yet at least... then we went on to look at the Imprezas, hatch n sedan... the Impreza was the Subaru in Fast and Furious lah... damn nice, damn awesome... seriously... the gear box was so nice man, to shift ard... the handle n grip felt awesome, the navigation wasnt too complex... bucket seats... but of course, this kinda car not good for long distance lah, damn bumpy... plus, these cars should be driven manually or else u wont feel the power... my bro looking for an auto car... - -' well, normally the both of us go for manual but cos it would be easier for my mum if she drives an auto ma, so... haih, we left Subaru disappoint'd as well... i said tht if we're looking for an auto, then we shouldnt look at Subies... he agreed... we both emo'd... T.T haih...yes, this is the Impreza hatch... niceee...
this is the sedan model... looks alot nicer in real life, i assure u... damn sexy...

Toyota cars don deserve to be on my blog... - -' until they up their design, noo!... nxt we want'd to go Mazda too but we didnt noe where it was so, we call'd it a day... so u see, it wasnt such a bad day... spent the most part with my bro so it wasnt too bad... at least i didnt waste it away watching movies...

dream catch me...

2010-05-14T14:47:00.002+08:00

Newton Faulkner... not bad, pretty awesome... this song's from She's Out Of My League... nice... this is the kinda song which is perfect for chick flicks... i think even more suitable for teen chick flick... of course, She's Out Of My League isnt a teen flick lah but the cast looks young u noe... so yea... anyways, this song is awesome...

if u like the one above, then listen to these 2...

Newton Faulkner- If This Is It n I Need Something

final Alice Eve entry...

2010-05-14T12:28:00.003+08:00

alrite guys, i'm ending my 1 week relationship with Alice Eve... here's the last of the Alice Eve entries... enjoy... click on the images below to go to the photo album... no, i didnt create a whole photo album... its from the net... damn, Zimbio is awesome... guys, trust me, u wanna click it n check her out cos she's A-W-E-somely hot... insane man... n girls, well, just click to see her Goddess-like look... haihhh...
HOOTERS!!!... from a anti-exploitation of female perspective, Hooters really degrades the gender... from a scumbag's point of view... HOO-HOO-HOOTERS!!!hominah hominah... hominah hominah even more...damn u, Jay Baruchel!!!... but i like the fella... i think he's funny... n i love his Adidas in this album...

she looks a little chubby doesnt she???... well, thts y i like her!!!... haih, until nxt time my dear Alice Eve... T.T emo*

the last of 2...

2010-05-14T07:48:00.002+08:00

alrite, i realize my blog, in recent weeks have been on Liverpool n Alice Eve only... so i decided to stop blogging bout them... i mean, i will blog bout them but only a bit; 1 paragraph somewhere along the line if there's any news regarding either subject... but i wont do an entire post just about them u noe, like wat i've been doing the last few entries... so yea...

this will be my last Liverpool entry for now, until a major piece of news comes along... so there's been alot of transfer speculations regarding them, n oso the sale of the club n the manager... we'll get down to the takeover business 1st alrite...

so atm, there r 2 major group tht r report'd to be interest'd in buying the club... 1 is a Chinese gaming tycoon who is report'd to be pretty freaking wealthy... the other is a group from the Middle East, 1 of those UAE nations lah basically... the fella's name is Yahya Kirdi but wat i'm not sure of is whether he's personally gonna own the club or he is representing 1 of the big shots from the Royal Family in the Middle East... regardless, they're rich too... definitely richer than the Chinese dude lah... so thts tht, hopefully we get the Saudi guy lah... we need money man...

now for the transfer news... this r the names i'm reading, Ever Banega, Nicolas Pareja, Arda Turan, Roman Pavlyuchenko, Caner Erkin, Mesut Ozil... these r those tht r supposedly coming over to Liverpool... well, i don noe how good they all r really... so i'm assuming tht if any1 of these transfers, if we do bid for them, exceeds 12Million, its not worth it... as of now, Tottenham is willing to trade Pavlyuchenko for Benayoun n 2Million... thts not a deal man... Benayoun is so much better... so this isnt a good trade... but hey, if we can buy Pavlyuchenko outright for about 8Million, i think thts ocay???...

i'm still adamant tht we should raid Valencia n some of the EPL clubs... raid Valencia of 3 of their star players, David Silva, Juan Mata n Ever Banega (this fella is apparently the new Alonso)... this is a long shot but we gotta try... if we actually do get bought by the Saudis, then i guess we can afford to bring in David Villa too... woohoo... my offer is, 90-100Million to Valencia (who's way worse in debt compared to us, 511Million!!!) for 4 of their players... Banega (10Million), Mata (20Million), Silva (25Million) n Villa (35Million)... n just for incentive, we throw in Albert Riera as well... hehehehe... good offer rite???... it would reduce their debt substantially lah...

now for the EPL clubs... i still think we should bring in James Milner, Ashley Young n Ryan Taylor... well, i like Gary Cahill but apparently he rather go to MU than Liverpool, so, skru him... but yea, James Milner n Ashley Young will add pace n flair on both side of the field while Ryan Taylor can be a good replacement for Carra in the future... wats more important is tht they're all 1st team star players who r English... i rate Milner ard the 12-15Million mark, Young is ard the 15-18Million mark n Taylor ard the 7-10Million mark... so really, if we can get these players from Valencia, Aston Villa n Newcastle, were spending 120-130Million on 7 quality players... oh rite, Joe Cole n Dida too, since they're for free...

now for the outgoing players... those tht r leaving without being sold r Diego Cavalieri n Fabio Aurelio... those tht i think should be sold r Yossi Benayoun (8-10Million), Albert Riera (8-10Million), Phillip Degen (1-2Million), Sotirios Krygiakos (1-2Million), Ryan Babel (8-10Million), David Ngog (8-10Million), Lucas Leiva (6-8Million), Nabil El-Zhar (1-2Million), Damien Plessis (1-2Million), Charles Itandje (1-2Million)... yup, thts rite, Benayoun too... i mean, i like him but if clubs r willing to offer 8-10Million for him, i would take it... so yea, if we can sell of them at the higher price range, we'd get 58-60Million... thts enough to fund nearly half of the 120-130Million i mention'd above... plus, we would be making more space for more transfer of younger youth players u see...

n again, i still stand by my claim tht we should bring in some youth players, at least 3-4... Dani Pacheco, Jay Spearing, Martin Kelly, Daniel Ayala n Krisztian Nemeth... its about time we show the rest of the PL clubs tht our academy is as good as any others out there...

as for the manager... well, it looks almost certain tht Rafa Benitez is gonna be ard for another season... i'm not too bump'd bout tht cos i think he is a top class manager... so yea, give him another season with a proper transfer kit n i believe we can be pushing for the PL come nxt season... but if somehow Benitez doesnt stay, again, i would only like to see 3 managers come over, Roy Hodgson, Jose Mourinho n Guus Hiddink... Hodgson seems unlikely bcos i think he likes Fulham... Mourinho is almost certain tht he's going to Madrid... so yea, tht leaves Hiddink... i like Hiddink... he's a miracle worker... he turn'd Chelsea's fortune last year in just 4-5 months man... from nothing to being at least the FA Cup holders... tht says alot of a manager... so yea, i like Hiddink... don get any others lah really...

so there u go... my last Liverpool post...

wats wrong with Australia???...

2010-05-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

i just watch'd Crossing Over, a movie about immigrants trying to get their Green Card in LA, California, USA... needless to say, if u IMDb this film u'll see Alice Eve as part of the cast, i watch'd it for her... n well, it wasnt tht bad actually... kinda intense in general too... pretty gripping...

anyways, so like i said, this film is bout foreigners trying to get their permit... so there were a few stories being told lah... i'll briefly go thru them until i reach Alice Eve's... so yea, there's Jim Sturgess whom i really have no idea wat's his nationality b4 trying to be an American PR (i don noe if the Green Card is for PR or Citizenship) but i'm assuming British... n he fakes to be a religious leader (a rabbi) to get his permit n he got it... i'm not gonna tell how, just watch it...

then there's another family from Palestine... the daughter was suspect'd to be a suicide bomber cos of her essay she wrote in skool... the deal she got was to leave with 1 of her parents while the other lives with her other 2 siblings (born in US so they're American citizens)... she in the end went back to her home country with her mother... then there's another foreign family who's son is Harrison Ford's character's partner in the film... they're Immigrant cops... wats the irony rite???...

now for Alice Eve... these movie just scarr'd my img of her a little... in the movie she plays an Australian, trying to get her Card by sleeping with 1 of the authority personals... she's with Jim Sturgess' character in the film, btw... so here's wat made her character bad... the character's name is Claire n the person she's sleeping with is Cole, play'd by Ray Liotta... so Claire sleeps with Cole for awhile n after tht Cole start'd to feel abit for her n decides to leave his wife, Denise (Ashley Judd) for Claire... but Claire was so disgust'd by the whole event (the sleeping included), tht she just told him off... so Cole walks away but still promised to mail the Green Card to Claire... so tht salvaged Ray Liotta's character a bit lah... still a bit humane...now for Claire's part... haih, emo... she gets caught n opt'd for voluntary departure, at the same time exposing wat Cole did... so evil... in a way lah... so here's my question... WAT'S WRONG WITH AUSTRALIA???... i mean, yea, US definitely better in terms of cinema but to sleep ard with ppl for tht???... Australia's good wert... develop'd nation, good opportunities... n here's the other thing... she said she did a bit of research for her character n the character is supposedly from Melbourne... she did not sound like a Melburnian!!!... in the interview, she said there r a number of Aussies in London, where she resides, but c'mon, i live in MELBOURNE!!!... n she wasnt working the accent... it was 60% only man... ocay, fine, perhaps i'm exaggerating a bit... mayb 80%... but ahhh, i can understand lah... the accent is kinda hard to pull off... i've been here for over 2 years n i still cant say "No" properly...
its ocay, her hotness redeems everything she lacks... n she's currently doing a stage play with Joseph Fiennes... Joseph Fiennes is supposedly a super stage actor, so yea... awesomeness for her... haihhh, Alice Eve... @.@

it is complete...

2010-05-12T18:26:00.004+08:00

alrite guys, just to assure u tht the previous post was a 1 off kinda thing, i'm gonna post the list of Sam Jackson movies i'm gonna dl for the 1st (well, i would like to think we're the 1st bunch) Sam Jackson Movie Marathon... SJMM... note, tht i didnt include movies where his role is not tht big... meaning no Star Wars trilogy, no Iron man (both movies), no The Incredibles ocay... so here goes...

Pulp Fiction
Unbreakable
S.W.A.T.
Die Hard: Die With A Vengeance
Coach Carter
Lakeview Terrace
Snakes On A Plane
The Negotiator
Soul Men
The Spirit
this marathon is not for the feint of hearts... only those who r movie maniacs (yes, i'm a maniac n i'm sure none of u all will disgree) will be able to endure this gruesome yet amazingly awesome experience... those of u who think they cant handle it, pls don waste every1's time by attending it then leaving after 2 movies... i'll be piss'd... - -

so who's up for it!!!... don worry FY, when i come back to Melb after the hols, we'll do another round... i'm sure Shaw don noe much bout Sam Jackson's movies... nvm, we'll educate him...

wats the deal...

2010-05-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

i think i am really suffering from a mild case of bipolar disorder... 1 second i can feel so happy n upbeat, the nxt a freaking wreck, wasting his own time doing nothing... i cant explain wats going on it my head but i just feel like i need to let something out of me... i need to shout, i need to punch, i need to crush something, i need to destroy something... i just need to let everything thts pent up in me... there's something thts just bugging n annoying me...

ever since last year, 2009, i just cant seem to wrap myself ard wat the hell tht triggers me... wats worse is tht i don try n prevent it, i help it in fact... in fact i think its even earlier than last year... i just have this nag of finding the bad traits of something or some1 rather than remembering the good or try finding new ones... i just wanna pick arguments n create a debacle or something... i always wish tht something or some1 would piss me off so bad tht i have the perfect excuse to release this Thing thts inside me n i can just imagine beating the crap out of it until it loses everything... every meaning, every cause, every life...

whenever i get into a train, i get so frustrated when i see the ppl ard me, not tht they did anything wrong or stupid but i bcome so judgmental, so cynical, so anger'd tht i really just wish they'd all disappear for tht ride... just leave me alone... i go onto FB, sometimes i really enjoy it but sometimes i look at pics n i read statuses n i see the activities on FB, i just wanna blast the living hell out of every1... "so u think this is cool? This is wat yr life is? u noe wat, perhaps u should get a new 1..." ... rite, like my life is the most ideal... i mean, to me yes, its the most ideal n i honestly believe tht, with a sane mind... but with everything surrounding me, it just feels as bad as any shit out there... like i said, i get so annoy'd n so tick'd off easily tht... ARGHHH!!!...

i think i have way too much anger in me which i cant suppress much longer... n the assignments arent helping much either... i'm really really tired of life n its crapp man... i need to get away... i need to be away from ppl... i need some time to myself... i need to get my head straight... i need to figure out wats the deal with me...

i try to look 4ward to the holidays n my trip back to KL n every now n then it does give me a bit of hope tht i can have a lax'd holiday... perhaps a couple or so days to myself where i can just camp in my hse n do nothing... but to get to tht i have another month to go thru... another month of assignments... another month of group meetings with not-so-annoying ppl but somehow still gets on my nerves, one more month of cold weather, one more month of riding the train, one more month of seeing strangers... ONE MORE MONTH OF THIS BULLSHIT!

i'm sick of ppl... i'm sick of assignments... i'm sick of work... i'm sick of traveling... i'm sick of having to look at computer screens... i'm sick of meetings... i'm sick of keeping up the rage in me... i'm sick of the music i listen to... i'm sick of trying to be nice... i'm sick of everything man... i just need to block myself out of all these stuff...

i desperately need some time alone... some time to cool off... some time to make sense of wats happening in my life... no, i need something... i need something... i need something but i havent got a clue wat it is... i just need something...

FUCK!

its so unfair... y do they treat us like tht...

2010-05-10T15:11:00.005+08:00

i just watch'd Kick-Ass... hmmm, this is wat a comic book movie should look like... i'm sorry all Iron Man nutcases out there, Kick-Ass wins hands down... i don care wat every1 says, Kick-Ass kicks every1's asses... i'm serious, i experienced the "WOW" effect like how i experience it 1st in Transformers (c'mon, admit it guys, the 1st Transformers was insanely awesome... don lie) n MORE...

wat was key, imo, was the background music... it definitely help'd engaged the scene... it add'd alot of colour and character to the actors... n thts wat i like, using sounds to engage the audience... well, not all the time, but this time it work'd perfectly... i mean, it was so good... the action scenes were so pack'd man... n thts a good thing... the camera angles, the visual effects, the GORE!!!... i definitely liked the stroboscope lighting part... tht was just too awesome...

the cast did a fantastic job too lah, n of course, like all the reviewers out there, Chloe Moretz as Hit-Girl... c'mon, u gotta love her... the tough little girl kicking every1's ass... thts just unstoppable... n i'm gonna be very pedophilic here n say she's gonna grow up looking smoking hot... trust me... look wat i said bout Dakota Fanning...Kick-Ass himself was pretty awesome... good solid performance... Aaron Johnson play'd him... i just IMDb him n turns out he's younger than i am n he's engaged to a woman 23 years his senior... i dowanna judge but... yea, i'll just leave it here...

Mark Strong as Frank D'Armico was awesome as well... its like Archie all over again from Rock n' Rolla... i loved him in tht movie... him n his famous backhand slap... watch Rock n' Rolla if u wanna noe wat i'm talking bout... its a super awesome movie too, FY can testify... then there was Nicholas Cage whom not many ppl like but he was oso very good in the film... very emotional which is good...n how can i 4get Lyndsy Fonseca (the Daughter in HIMYM) as Katie Deauxma... omg, thts were the title of this entry comes in... it so unfair...u kidding me ah... 1st Alice Eve now her... i got freaking 6 assignments to hand up wan u noe... denggg...oh my goodness... c'mon man... C'MON...haihhh...hominah hominah...i'm gonna cry alredy lah... T.T

but i still think Alice Eve better just bcos she's older than Lyndsy Fonseca... ALICE EVE! ALICE EVE! ALICE EVE!!!... haih, i emo lah... T.T

who cares???...

2010-05-10T01:27:00.002+08:00

i'm so bored of Liverpool drawing n losing games to the point i don even care whether they win or lose man... i didnt even noe they play'd the game alredy... this show's how bad they perform'd this season... i as a fan don even care man (i only care bout the off field matters), i rather infatuate on Alice Eve than to support Liverpool... i rather DO MY WORK than watch their game... how bad is tht...

but u cant blame me ocay, they have been so demoralising, so much so if i watch their games i'm afraid i mite get so depress n eventually kill myself... so of course i infatuate on Alice Eve instead lah... watch her movies... watch her... @.@ man, i think i'm bcoming a stalker... gasp... but she is uber hot i tell u...

so the EPL has end'd n Chelsea is the champions n they made tht clear with an 8-0 thumping of Wigan... poor Wigan, for 9 goals from Tottenham now 8 more from Chelsea... oh well... congrates to them lah... they deserved it... they've been the most consistent team n any team is better than MU lah... altho i'm sure to face the wrath n arrogance of Chelsea fans when i go back KL... hmmm, mayB i should go home...

oh well, i think its the time of nite cos rite now i really no mood talk bout football... so depressing, Liverpool no where near the top... they can really go kill themselves lah... all of them should just slit their wrists man... - -' gahhhh... Alice Eve... Alice Eve... Alice Eve... haihhh... Alice Eve...

damn, i'm using her as my mode for calming down... ahahaha... well, she does have a very sweet n soft look to her, sooo... eh eh eh eh... damn, this is getting groce... ocay, i'm b'coming very emo n annoy'd bout something... i don noe wat... think i should go to bed or perhaps watch some Frasier 1st... gahhhh!!!... ALICE EVE!

haih, infatuation much...

2010-05-09T21:35:00.003+08:00

its a very bad sign tht i'm blogging so much bout series n movies when its alredy week 10 n all the final assignments r alredy at hand... this is not good... but its ALICE EVE!!!... she's worth putting yr books aside for a couple or so hours...
anyways, so i just watch'd Starter for 10 which has Alice Eve in it... she's gorgeous i tell u... so so hot... i got nothing to say man... except... HAIHHH...Rebecca Hall, the brunette is actually kinda pretty too... guys, really, u gotta watch her movies... she's so lovely in them... i don noe... even when she's a player, she's still so hot... watever... She's Out Of My League... thts her latest film with Jay Baruchel (the voice of Hiccup in How To Train Your Dragon)... thts an awesome chick flick really...

following the footsteps of her mentors...

2010-05-08T23:43:00.003+08:00

she's all grown up... following the footsteps of past Disney stars, particularly, Britney Spears... i don noe man... some of the comments i read r quite spiteful u noe... actually mayb we should cut her some slacks, every1 grows out of their teenage years rite???... other stars do it n they get props for it, ppl think they're hot, but when it comes to ppl like Miley Cyrus, Disney stars particularly, they get thrash'd for looking so thrashy... a bit unfair don u think???...

i mean, she has a talent... somewat... some ppl do like her voice, i may not exactly, but others do... so u cant really say she sucks... the very fact tht she's doing better than so many other regular joes proves she's good rite???...

oh well, i don noe... i'm just saying, lets not thrash them so much... or at least just keep it to yrself... Twilight fans, i'll shut up now... the 2nd song is actually pretty good u noe... nice tune...

mummehhhhh!!!... i wan a dragon...

2010-05-08T20:55:00.003+08:00

i just watch'd How To Train Your Dragon... definitely 1 of the best animations i've watch'd so far... of course, i havent watch'd Up lah... but yea, it was awesome man... it was very exhilarating n exciting... makes me wanna get a dragon now... but of course, those dragons don exist (anymore?)... so cool if i actually do have 1...the voices were from a bunch of pretty studd'd cast man... Jay Baruchel (my new actor to look out for... gotta watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice cos he's in it) as the lead, Hiccup, Gerrard Butler as Stoick, Craig Ferguson as Gobber, America Ferrera as Astrid... pretty good... n Toothless, the lead dragon, they managed to make him a super chun dragon lah, with a very adorable look n adorable eyes n misfit attitude... damn those creators...wat i like was the music used in it too... especially the flying scenes where they have this super heroic theme playing... crap, i wanna be a dragon rider... its like those Na'vis riding on the weird land animal except this is flying... so its like the taroc macto in Avatar... coolness... n wats cool about Toothless is tht he doesn breathe fire, he breathes lightning bolt think... well, it looks like tht at least...
its in IMDb's top 250 movies list man, at no. 182... thts awesome...

Alice Eve... mhmmm...

2010-05-08T13:50:00.004+08:00

wow, she's... amazing... really... n she's British!... i watch'd her on She's Out of My League n i just fell in love with her lah... it was a nice movie btw... good comedy n pretty engaging oso... the issues they talk about, manscaping...
u watch the movie rite, the fella is so thin man... he look'd malnourish'd lor... i'm glad to say i'm not as thin as he is... of course, i'm oso not as tall as him lah... n yea, in the pic above he does look cool lah... its the stache man... crapp me n my Chinese genes... - -'
Jay Baruchel, the lead guy, is some lousy reject with a very bad self esteem n he didnt think he could get a girl as hot as Alice Eve... n yea, go watch it... pretty funny...
Alice Eve... mhmmm...
crapp... she's hot... i dl-ing her other 2 movies, Crossing Over n Starter for 10... she has a spot in the new Sex and the City 2 movie... i'm contemplating watching it... or mayB i wait awhile then dl it, so no 1 will noe i watch'd it... hmmm... oh well... she was almost cast'd as the lead girl in Captain America until she lost it to Hayley Atwell, another British girl, who's just as hot actually... so no worries there...ocay, so mayB she's not as chun as Alice Eve but perhaps she has more talent... don noe, either way, Alice Eve is still... mhmm...

watch the trailer man... n i tell u, the movie lives up to the trailer... yea, nowadays the trailers r the more entertaining clip n not the movie itself but this movie fits the bill...

hop-de-hop...

2010-05-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

i went blog surfing awhile earlier... i must say, all of those i visit'd had a massive amount of pics on each entry... it makes my blog so word-y... i mean, seriously, they r avid bloggers... n yes, i noe there r tonnes of male bloggers out there, perhaps even more than female bloggers, but i really nvr went to a guys blog other than my frens' blogs u see... so it was kinda weird when i hop'd onto some dudes' blogs...

i oso noticed tht most of the blogs i visit'd, the bloggers have alredy watch'd Ip Man 2 (i visit'd blogs managed by Malaysians)... so i succumb to watching it on Youtube... n its not even the full movie, its just the fite scenes... it was awesome!... tho i am disappoint'd of myself for giving in... but heck it, it was awesome n thts wat matters... so yea, i visit'd, 15-20 blogs???... well, more like browsing thru... getting an overall picture of the blog... just like how i read books, i read the synopsis bhind...

another thing i notice was oso the fact tht out of those 15-20, majority r Chinese... hmmm... n i think most of them r still im high skool... only a hand full (i think) r college-uni students... well, to all u college-uni students out there, including myself n yes u too Rianne, rite n oso PX, TIME TO GROW UP!!!... ahhhh, who am i kidding rite???... u're prolly looking at the oldest small boy here... n i'm proud of it!!!... again, this is call'd keeping yr inner-child intact'd...

anyways, i must really add some photos to my blog lah, honestly... it just aint entertaining enough... u noe wat i think too???... i should invite those bloggers' who's blogs i visit'd earlier to a meal or something... i don noe, don u tihnk it'll be a nice occasion???... hahaha, the awkwardness in the air, me n my icebreaker, "soooo... roite... wassup guys?"... ah ah ah ha... oh well, it would be a really bad idea i believe...

hmmm, blogs... i wonder whether these bloggers got their personal diary anot... like me... yes, i'm pretty fag... 4give me if i wanna write down wat i can remember... - -' but yea, i wonder if they have a book... i mean, takkan they pour out everything onto the blog rite???... EHHHH!!! I CAN INTERVIEW A PRO-BLOGGER FOR MY RADIO SHOW!!!... interesting...

oh well, to all the bloggers out there, happy blogging...

J.J. Abrams... awesome...

2010-05-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

was i the only 1 who liked Cloverfield???... i mean c'mon... it was awesome... the whole idea to make a film out of a handy cam, it gives u a sense of "realism" u noe... yea, i have to put the quote-unquote thingy on realism bcos a couple of days ago i was reading up on the ideology of realism in documentary n it was a whole load of stuff which frankly, i cant remember n i don really care... but yea, just in case some sensitive movie critic comes to my blog, at least he wont give me a long lecture on realism... - -'

anyways, yea, Cloverfield... like i said, the idea of it is awesome, the acting is awesome, partly, i believe, is bcos its easier to act in those situation... no real cameras or lights following u ard... its like the event is really taking place u noe... i oso like the idea tht the actors n actresses werent a superstar... i think it makes it more believable in some way, i don noe... i noe some of u didnt like it cos it was too shaky n all, n i spose i get wat u mean... it can get kinda messy but isnt tht wat its like???... bringing the audience into the film...

i don noe, i just feel it was a good mix of action (mainstream movies) n art... yep, art... art is subjective n i truly think tht was artistic... n now, i cant wait to watch Super 8 which is the sequel to Cloverfield n is being direct'd by J. J. Abrams n produced by Steven Spielberg... woohoo!!!... J. J. Abrams man... the 2 movies he direct'd, Star Trek n MI 3 was action-pack'd with a good storyline as well...

this is awesome... he oso writes scores for some of his works... how cool is tht...